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Default Apr 09, 2020 at 01:30 PM
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Feeling good. Good sleep.

Can't write much. Not much in my head - Like meditation. I dreamed it all out.

But when the night comes.., I'm thinking and thinking..
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Default Apr 09, 2020 at 02:23 PM
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It’s pretty windy today. 26 mph.

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Default Apr 09, 2020 at 02:27 PM
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It’s pretty windy today. 26 mph.

Same here! But gusts up to 45 mph.

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Default Apr 09, 2020 at 02:43 PM
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Mystery package is still not here. I guess since it’s ships through a certain company and this is a small town, they don’t have a office here.

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Default Apr 09, 2020 at 02:44 PM
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I put the chili on late cuz I slept all day.

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Default Apr 09, 2020 at 03:07 PM
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Roll Call 163!!! Dancing Chili
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Roll Call 163!!! Dancing Chili

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Default Apr 09, 2020 at 04:38 PM
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I’m feeling worried the police are after me. I don’t even know why. It’s just a strong feeling

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Default Apr 09, 2020 at 04:40 PM
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I know it’s just paranoia, it just sucks feeling that way though

I feel like crying because of it and being so scared. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.

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Default Apr 09, 2020 at 05:20 PM
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I want a Tom Nook plushie. Along with some other ones.

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I feel like crying because of it and being so scared. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.

Sorry bluebird.....I can’t imagine the police ever being after you unless it’s to give you a good citizen award Roll Call 163!!! Dancing Chili

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Default Apr 09, 2020 at 05:39 PM
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I have no problemo with the police eh. We are good friennnns...
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Sorry bluebird.....I can’t imagine the police ever being after you unless it’s to give you a good citizen award Roll Call 163!!! Dancing Chili
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I'm not sure why I get this way, it used to be really extreme, I spent like 6 months in my room hiding when I was 18 cause I was convinced the government was after me.

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Default Apr 09, 2020 at 06:45 PM
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I’m trying to breathe and realize I’m safe right now. I meditated then prayed the rosary

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Default Apr 09, 2020 at 09:08 PM
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I feel like my brain is going to snap from stress. Idk what to do. It’s gonna be a long night. I talk to my doctor next Thursday.

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I feel like my brain is going to snap from stress. Idk what to do. It’s gonna be a long night. I talk to my doctor next Thursday.


Do you have an anti anxiety?

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Do you have an anti anxiety?
Yes I have klonopin, I just took one a few minutes ago

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Default Apr 09, 2020 at 10:50 PM
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The day went by really really quickly. This is the fastest day I've ever had. It lasted an hour.

Zopiclone.. on my mind.. That damned zopiclone.. And my mind.. Chemicals..

But all shall be good! Virus D: The economy? I want to invest.. But there's too many things to do that I become paralyzed..

The soldiers.. Gaslighting me.. Next time someone gaslights me, I'm gonna call them out...
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Default Apr 10, 2020 at 01:13 AM
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"There is a religion built up around taoism that uses yin and yang. That religion is called folk taoism. ... But yin and yang, themselves, are not a religion, nor, at the core, religious."

"Taoism does not have a God"

This seems perfect to me

It's life!

I can see why people believe there to be a God in life.. So I will respect!

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Default Apr 10, 2020 at 08:19 AM
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Morning

Took my meds, had a bit of coffee, and played Animal Crossing this morning a bit already.

I think my succulent planters may be coming today, a day early. I’m not sure.

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