Roll Call 165!

Psychiatrist appointment today, I haven't slept. Psychosis is breaking through and Haldol is starting to give me a bit of a tremor so it might be time for yet another med.

So I was checking out the phones camera, it’s pretty good, probably a step up from my six so that’s nice. My only disappointment is that portrait mode won’t recognize plants and blur out the background.

Yea that’s why I stay away from the SE. it’s the low cost version of the iPhone. And you don’t get the features that iPhone is known for except blue text messages.

My phone is regular 11. So a step up from low cost SE. I’m missing some features I’d like. The IPhone 11 Pro Max is so supercharged with all the features. It’s the flagship phone. Not only does the pro max do wide angle shots but it also does macro shots. Like what you’re looking for, for close up shots of flowers and stuff.

This is the first time In my life I’ve went without the flagship iPhone and I regret it so much. But it’s all I had money for at the time.

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I’ve got a real camera that I take most places so I don’t really need the flagship model just for the camera, overall I’m actually really happy. It’s got the home button which I’m used to using and comes with wired headphones.....I hate spending too much money on a phone anyway. It still takes flower close ups , it just doesn’t blur the background so they look less pro. Given how short lived phones are id rather have the camera than the high end phone, because you’ll just trash the phone in three years. Now if they made them more serviceable and kept supporting the software I might be in.

That’s the great thing about iPhones. They send out updates all the time but yea a new phone is dead after 4 years.

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I went two days with just having 2 beers a day, and I've felt noticeable positive changes. If these keeps up I guess Ill keep doing this... Bitter sweet. Less emotion, better health.

iPhone 11 pro max looks like its 1,249 bucks. Wowzers! Phones are really getting expensive. My flag ship phone was 800 when it first came out. Camera is okay, but not iPhone level. SP, sorry about your camera, I know you use it all the time.

There hasn't been any big innovations for cellphones it seems, just bigger screens, no bezel, bump up on cam, and that's it, so phones are looking more are more alike.

The best feature in the phone that I like is wireless charging. I hate jamming my usb cord into the charge port, it always wears it out, and it gets dusty, and after a few months it already gets bad. it's nice to just pop it on the stand and leave it. Works with my slim profile case too. But the wireless charging has been a thing for years.

This is from the se, you can see it’s a nice pic of the orchid the background just isn’t blurry enough.

This is from my real camera, you can see how you can’t tell it’s a kitchen it’s so blurred.

SP, Yeah I definitely see what you mean. Is there a term for that feature?

Sp, idk if the se has it, but I think you can adjust the blurriness in edit mode. At least I can.

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I have to admit something.

I’ve been going outside of the house more. And visiting with people. I haven’t been wearing a mask and neither have they been. Dustin’s friends/family. Not even his mom even tho she’s scared about COVID-19. I have a headache this morning and feel slightly nauseous. But it could be because I cried my eyes out last night and then was so worn out from crying I binged in rice and the pan dulce at midnight. Idk crying makes me hungry. But it probably was a stress relieving thing for me too. After I cried I immediately started thinking about food. I went straight to lay down after I ate a huge bowl of rice and felt nauseous and had heartburn.

So idk

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I don’t think it has it except for the changes to portrait mode....but unless there’s a person it won’t let you use that mode.

Idk. Spent like 10 min in the phone place everyone had a mask on but scarily the other couple being helped was like oh our neighbor was found dead and our daughter is sick I was like well crap what are the odds. I didn’t tell the bf because he’s kinda paranoid about the whole thing. Like I was six feet from the sales dude until he handed me the bag, but he had already touched my phone and stuff. Bf sort of chastised me for getting the bag once I got back in the car though. I was like welp can’t tell him.

I know. I’ve become paranoid about telling people where I’ve been like a store or around people with no masks. Idk. Its paranoia because people will then act like they don’t trust u and they don’t want u near them. But then it’s like, well I don’t wanna get anyone sick. But idk. It just sucks. I have to go pick up my car today too. Which requires going to my dads. I think ima wear a mask there. I thought about picking up more pan dulce but idk. Cuz that requires going into a store but at the same time this specific michoacana is very small. Like only 3 or 4 aisles of food and a few freezers. Bakery in the back. But idk. I honestly just wanna stay home.

I don’t feel well. But I think it’s cuz I had heartburn last night and laid down after eating. Cuz I feel nauseous. But it’s the kind of nausea that you feel when u feel acid in your throat like gurgling there. Plus a headache but a lot of times I have headaches the next day if I cried really really hard. And I did last night.

I sound like I’m talking myself out of thinking I’m sick with Coronavirus but there are some really probable causes to my current symptoms.

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Idk ugh I was kinda coughing last night a bit. But I think it was my acid reflux too again. I mean I’m someone that coughs a lot after I eat. I heard that was due to acid reflux, and a lot of spit concentration in some people when they eat.

But I’m not coughing today. So idk.

I ate a big meal last night. But it was actually rice/beans and steamed veggies and then the pan dulce.

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Here’s the thing....even with mild corona it’s like the flu which is pretty severe, you’ll find yourself glued to your bed not thinking about sweets or picking up your car, I’m pretty sure you don’t have it.

Congrats on the new phone SP.

Pan Dulce looks good @newtus

Oh thank god!!! Even tho with the flu I’m still out doing shyt! Or up doing shyt. But I’m pretty sure I don’t have the flu!

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Thanks so much! It’s different than American pastries. Mexican sweet bread isn’t overly sweet. And they use a lot of natural flavorings for the bread like it tastes like fruit. Some of the pastries. And some have fruit in it too and jams.

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