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Sometimes psychotic · May 05, 2020 at 10:41 AM

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Thanks so much! It’s different than American pastries. Mexican sweet bread isn’t overly sweet. And they use a lot of natural flavorings for the bread like it tastes like fruit. Some of the pastries. And some have fruit in it too and jams.

It’s not something I’ve heard of before so kinda cool you know...

newtus · May 05, 2020 at 10:46 AM

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It’s not something I’ve heard of before so kinda cool you know...

You’ve never heard of pan dulce? Yea it’s really good. Fiancé was like “I don’t want that. It’s fattening and I don’t like it. I’ve tried it before.”

I had to tell him it wasn’t like American pastries. It’s far less sugar in it, like processed sugar, even tho it’s still bread/dough. He said he had the cookies before and didn’t like them. But I told him the cookies aren’t pan dulce. Pan dulce is the conchas bread. Shaped and decorated like a conch.

I went back downstairs after dinner last night and I saw pink icing on his pants and shirt. And I said “you ate some? Did you like it?” He said “yes it’s good”.

I said “see”. He had ended up eating half the lot I got.

Sometimes psychotic · May 05, 2020 at 10:52 AM

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You’ve never heard of pan dulce? Yea it’s really good. Fiancé was like “I don’t want that. It’s fattening and I don’t like it. I’ve tried it before.”

I had to tell him it wasn’t like American pastries. It’s far less sugar in it, like processed sugar, even tho it’s still bread/dough. He said he had the cookies before and didn’t like them. But I told him the cookies aren’t pan dulce. Pan dulce is the conchas bread. Shaped and decorated like a conch.

I went back downstairs after dinner last night and I saw pink icing on his pants and shirt. And I said “you ate some? Did you like it?” He said “yes it’s good”.

I said “see”. He had ended up eating half the lot I got.

There are a lot of things you can get closer to the border that you have to really seek out here.

Job 30 26 · May 05, 2020 at 10:52 AM

Chili is simmering now =)

newtus · May 05, 2020 at 10:52 AM

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There are a lot of things you can get closer to the border that you have to really seek out here.

Right. That makes sense.

newtus · May 05, 2020 at 11:08 AM

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Right. That makes sense.

I also took my VRAYLAR last night. I don’t feel as tired but I’m still lethargic feeling. Like I just don’t wanna do anything. I just wanna lay around.

SlumberKitty · May 05, 2020 at 11:09 AM

I have trouble with feeling lethargic too @newtus. I am like that a lot on weekends when I am not working. I usually end up taking a nap, even though I'm not so much tired per se, but just tired of just laying around, might as well sleep!

Sometimes psychotic · May 05, 2020 at 11:52 AM

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SP, Yeah I definitely see what you mean. Is there a term for that feature?

I’m not sure if there’s a term but in camera it’s usually bokeh....

newtus · May 05, 2020 at 11:53 AM

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I’m not sure if there’s a term but in camera it’s usually bokeh....

It’s bokeh on there too. Apple calls it bokeh but in the phone UI it’s just called blur effect.

Desoxyn · May 05, 2020 at 12:06 PM

Good morning. I had crazy *** dreams. I was wth people during the end of the world. It was like a movie.. Dragging our stuff through the burnt rubble and broken stone walls - The sky was black and red with smoke everywhere (Cuz of war after the coronavirus). I kept putting cocaine or some type of opioid on my eyes and my mom told me to stop.

Took the 50mg Vyvanse again instead of 40mg. Will be reading at around noon.

newtus · May 05, 2020 at 12:11 PM

I was supposed to pick up my car from my dads. I originally left my car there because fiance didn't wanna drive 30 min to get me to go to his friends birthday party. It would've been an hour drive there. And then another hour back. I told my dad I'd be there at 10:30 and then 11:30 and then I said 12:30 because dustin slept in and now he's playing video games. I told my dad he was still getting ready but he's actually playing video games before work. My dad called and just told me to stay home because I have an appt at 1pm online and I won't be able to make it.

Idk what’s going on with fiancé. I really don’t. My crying was about him last night.

newtus · May 05, 2020 at 12:16 PM

Idk what's been going on with him. He said this morning that he's tired of working. But Then he said he knows he has to.

Sometimes psychotic · May 05, 2020 at 12:23 PM

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Idk what's been going on with him. He said this morning that he's tired of working. But Then he said he knows he has to.

Generally this happens when there’s a poor match between you skill set or gifts and the job. Isn’t he supposed to goto mechanic school in the fall or something? Maybe that will help motivate him?

Blue_Bird · May 05, 2020 at 12:29 PM

I had to take 2 of my klonopin yesterday and that really threw me off because I slept from 8pm till 1pm today

newtus · May 05, 2020 at 12:29 PM

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Generally this happens when there’s a poor match between you skill set or gifts and the job. Isn’t he supposed to goto mechanic school in the fall or something? Maybe that will help motivate him?

Yes he is. I asked him if he still wants to go and he says yes, but for welding instead of auto mechanics. Which in some ways is good. You can get paid for welding a lloottt more and there seems to be a good set of welding jobs out here in the rural area. Plus he could work here in town instead of driving 30 min out to another county to work. I feel bad because I told him he should get the job at my dads work but that was when I had just met him.

Welding Can be up to 50 dollars an hour or more. Auto tech is like 25 to 30 an hour. I don’t think he should get an AAS tho. I think he should get a certification. I really don’t him to fail because he has to take composition and mathematics and humanities course for the AAS. Because he has adhd. His said he has no dreams in life. Just wants to do a job with his hands and live comfortably.

newtus · May 05, 2020 at 12:33 PM

I think he’s in a period of his life where he’s not happy for many reasons. I don’t want to assume but from what he’s told me and I’ve seen it seems like it.

He’s not happy with his job. I know he’s stressed from our financial situation and me losing my job. His last buddy (best male friend) is now having a child with his girlfriend who he just married. His other friend is having twins soon and they have kids already. His best mate has 3 kids and is settling down with his, pretty much, wife. Even tho they aren’t married. He’s getting older. He knows he can’t play around all the time anymore. You know? He had that scare with his heart last month and stuff. His weight. He’s gaining back his weight a bit. Just so on.

Sometimes psychotic · May 05, 2020 at 12:34 PM

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Yes he is. I asked him if he still wants to go and he says yes, but for welding instead of auto mechanics. Which in some ways is good. You can get paid for welding a lloottt more and there seems to be a good set of welding jobs out here in the rural area. Plus he could work here in town instead of driving 30 min out to another county to work. I feel bad because I told him he should get the job at my dads work but that was when I had just met him.

Welding Can be up to 50 dollars an hour or more. Auto tech is like 25 to 30 an hour. I don’t think he should get an AAS tho. I think he should get a certification. I really don’t him to fail because he has to take composition and mathematics and humanities course for the AAS. Because he has adhd. His said he has no dreams in life. Just wants to do a job with his hands and live comfortably.

Welding is a union job he should check and see what it takes to become an apprentice in your area and get that.

SlumberKitty · May 05, 2020 at 12:38 PM

SP you are like a jack of all trades, you know a lot of stuff about a lot of stuff!

Erti · May 05, 2020 at 12:43 PM

I think Dax did the song godzilla better than Eminem

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newtus · May 05, 2020 at 12:52 PM

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SP you are like a jack of all trades, you know a lot of stuff about a lot of stuff!

You should meet me!

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