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Trig May 17, 2020 at 10:28 PM
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Anyone else like weapons? I keep them stashed inside my walls because my last hiding place got found (underneath my dresser drawer).
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and they essentially treat me like a child and it pisses me off. That's one of the millions of reasons why I want to go away from there, but I can't because nobody else in my family has any room for me to move in with. I don't have a job or a car either, but cause they don't trust me with money or anything and it just enrages me to the point that I've destroyed their whole garden, all their outdoor lights, pretty much everything to the point that they had to start over from scratch and rebuild their whole yard. It's getting to the point to where I might have to bury my weapons somewhere in the backyard. Does anyone else have a fascination with weapons? Because I do.

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Default May 25, 2020 at 06:49 AM
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I enjoy weapons as well. May I ask your age? I'm 30. I think your parents may be afraid of you, as well as for you, and that's why they're taking your weapons. You mentioned that when your mom took the straight pipe, you were desperate to get it back. Is that because you resented her taking your property, or because you feel scared without a weapon? It's difficult living with family of any kind, but especially parents. To them, you will always be their child even though you're an adult, and that means they think they have authority over you, especially since you're living with them (that's how my parents were). But you aren't a child, and if you're not a danger to yourself or others, then you should talk to them about it. Tell them how you feel when they take your things, and tell them why you want to keep them. Then ask them to respect your property. Be calm about it. If you're breaking things in their yard, they aren't going to trust you with weapons, for sure. So you have to stay calm and be reasonable.

I wish you luck my friend. Don't feed your anger by reacting to it with violence. It's hard as hell, but if you practice just sitting, breathing, and not reacting to your angry thoughts and feelings, you will get better at controlling them.
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