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The Dopamine Flux
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#421
I feel unusually tired
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#423
I'm crazy... crazy for being so lonely.
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The Dopamine Flux
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#426
Got my sisters epa/dha fish oil in the mail just now! Yes so excited! This stuff helps me so much. I noticed my cognitive and memory facets were declining without it!
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#427
I've been taking short cat naps throughout the morning today at work. Like I will actually fall asleep for a few minutes and start dreaming but then I remember that I'm at work, or the phone will ring or something and I'll wake back up. I do feel less tired now though I am still tired. I think I would rather just be asleep today than awake. Awake is painful. Sleep is bliss.
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The Dopamine Flux
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#428
Feeling anxious idk why unless it’s heartburn. Mostly not tho.
But the fish oil...idk how to explain. I feel like I can think slightly clearer right now. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#429
I think I'm about ready to cry right now. We're all going to die.
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I think my phone’s battery is starting to mess up again. I’m not sure whether my underground gangsta guy who I often go to still accept phone reparation.. His store must be closed though, I hope I have his phone number somewhere.
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#433
Got put on Fanapt, gonna start taking 1mg twice a day tomorrow, working up to taking 6mg twice a day.
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#435
Watching anime on Netflix and drinking some coffee. It's been a good day, I'm very thankful. I'm thinking of looking up some drawing tutorials maybe later or tomorrow so I can sketch something.
Hope the new med helps! @falcon09 __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#436
My insurance won't cover Fanapt according to my doctor, but he can provide me samples every month if it works.
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I have nothing wrong with people that are such free spirits. I wish I was one. I feel like I'll spend my whole life being analytical just to find out that all I needed to do was live - And reconnect with my spirit. That's what my doctor says.. He just wants me to have control to be happy with my medications and then just exercise, go to school, enjoy life, laugh, love, live. It's that simple. But I'm like a philosopher. What puts me off about philosophy is that it's so ancient and people have written down philosophical ideas and died a long time ago. I feel that it's hard to idolize someone. The few people that I do have inspired me so much with art and inventions. I'm tired of talking about how aware I've become - But I have so much time left to go still. As I've said many times, I wish I became more mature a longer time ago. I thought about becoming a biochemist. That would be really awesome.. Something like that.. To study animals wouldn't be what I'd want to do. I'd like to study plants and their chemical properties and how they relate to synthetic chemicals like their cellular mechanisms. It's like I'm too out of touch with what life is really about. I only get it when I'm crying on ecstasy or laughing too hard, excited about something.. When people are excited and expect an emotional reaction out of me, I can't be excited with them.. Because it jinxes it.. I'm private and have a lot of inhibitions. I'm afraid when people don't realize that this is some sort of simulation. I'm nihilistic. I want other people to realize the optimism in that in order for me to have reassurance to be optimistic about it. I'm a good person possessed by the devil. |
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Angelique67, Desoxyn
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Angelique67, newtus, Sometimes psychotic
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#440
Listened to a few lectures today. I think I'll listen to the name of the wind again on audiobook, or maybe game of thrones, or wheel off time. I don't know. Maybe I'll just keep listening to lectures so I have ideas for my little book on romanticism. My friend's copy of my book came in. I'm excited for him to read it.
It was a hot one here in Michigan today! SP, are you still in the mitten? I've decided to make an "afterword" on my romanticism book on the state of the present regarding the topic, but no preface. Spotify's playlists have been making terrible mixes for me lately. Electronic bumping music with no grit, it's not even dark, it's just beats. lol Is music getting worse? Maybe I'm just too old and can't relate, but that's what the young kids at work listen too as well and it's really nothing but beats. Well I I think I will finish my episode o the sopranos and continue writing my introduction. |
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