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Default Jun 02, 2020 at 04:29 AM
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Feeling better. Gonna sleep.

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Default Jun 02, 2020 at 06:31 AM
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Morning

As the days go on with everything in the world, I’m getting more and more depressed. I’m pretty much just about to say screw social media and get off it for awhile. Like...I don’t have energy or motivation to do anything whatsoever. I just wake up and feel scared. Like I don’t want to leave my house at all. At all.

I notice the past 2-3 days all I do is MAYBE think about what I need to do. My mind isn’t racing, it’s just completely blank from fear.

I just sit and sit, for hours, past 2 days or 3. I just sit and stare into space. Usually the day goes by slow when I do that. But it sorta feel fast right now, like it’s going by fast. I have been sleeping a lot of the days tho. And I wake up and I just stare into space for the rest of the day. I don’t even remember what I’ve been doing past few days. Some but not much.

I think I’m supposed to see T today.

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Default Jun 02, 2020 at 10:53 AM
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I have a migraine again today. Yuck. My head hurts.


I have my last appointment tonight with my case manager. A month ago I would probably have missed her. Now I'm like, "Meh." Not sure if that's just the mood I'm in. Maybe I'll miss her tomorrow.


I wish my former T would write me back. She hasn't in a while. In my head she is calling me crazy psycho chick but probably she doesn't want to interfere with my therapy. I just miss her though. She like really understood me.

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Default Jun 02, 2020 at 11:40 AM
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My sis is covid negative so it’s not that thank goodness....

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My sis is covid negative so it’s not that thank goodness....
Great news SP! Hope your sister starts feeling better soon.

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Just seen T.

She wants to start doing EMDR therapy on me or whatever ever the eye movement therapy is called.

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Just seen T.

She wants to start doing EMDR therapy on me or whatever ever the eye movement therapy is called.
Good luck, I read good things about EMDR.

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Just seen T.

She wants to start doing EMDR therapy on me or whatever ever the eye movement therapy is called.

I’ve been doing EMDR with my psych. It’s kind of weird but in a weird way it makes me feel better. So if it seems weird at first give it a couple tries and you could be surprised.
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Just seen T.

She wants to start doing EMDR therapy on me or whatever ever the eye movement therapy is called.
I've done it some with T. I don't love it but it's not terrible.

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I’ve been doing EMDR with my psych. It’s kind of weird but in a weird way it makes me feel better. So if it seems weird at first give it a couple tries and you could be surprised.


How is EMDR done?

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How is EMDR done?

There’s a couple different ways to do it but it all is based off of left and right and calming your brain. The way we do it is with some little buzzy devices one in each hand and the buzzes alternate. It’s supposed to help calm you and process stuff like trauma and anxiety.

Since COVID we’ve had to do video calling so we do alternating arm tapping.

I’m not quite sure how to describe it.

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Not doing well

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I’m so tired of waiting x.x

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Default Jun 02, 2020 at 05:51 PM
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I think my sister got me a gift card for my birthday. She said on the phone that with what she got me I can get any game I want, so I'm assuming that's what it is. She's gonna drop it off along with the pizza stone Thursday. So I can make a nice pizza that night for a special dinner. I'm also gonna buy some cheesecake tomorrow.

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