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So, as many folks know, I have bp 1, but, I spend much, maybe most, of my time these days dealing with psychotic symptoms. I was just wondering how frequently people here think they have to deal with these issues? Once a month? A week? Every day?
I had it almost very day for about 8 months, then, had a nice 3-4 weeks with really none and now, it is kind of back again a bit every dayish, I would say. Sometimes, just a bit of paranoia. Sometimes, voices or other auditory stuff. Sometimes visual or derealization or other things. Anyhow, just wondering where I fit in the scheme of things. Thanks, guys!! __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#2
With our meds, we hear things every day, but not voices, just like
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#3
Everyday, but with medicine it’s to a minimum. With not the right medicine or not enough medicine, it’s full on voices and delusions everyday. And anxiety. It’s unbearable.
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Honestly I rarely experience it any more because my meds are perfect and the whole thing was caught early. I had one month of living in a nightmare ....constant voices...would not stop period, plus a few visuals, olfactory and tactile hallucinations. Sleeping 2 hrs a night because I’d finally blackout even with the voices constantly jabbering. Plenty of delusions back then too. It may be gone now, but it’s impossible to forget. I used to come here because I wanted to help, and share my solutions. Now I have friends here.
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I'd say between a few times a week to several times a week but they don't last as long now. I had a hallucination in the shower today. Tactile. But I haven't heard voices since Saturday.
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My meds are good right now, but I experience psychotic symptoms only occasionally, and when I do have them, they are not debilitating (thank you meds!)
I don't want to share which psychotic symptoms I have because they are kind of triggering for me to talk about. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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Is feeling that bugs crawling a symptom?
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#9
Not at all anymore. I blame a lot of so called medicine for those side effects. Ironically the Pdocs reaction was to add more meds.
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No way bc i don’t want more meds. I’m fine otherwise
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I get suspicious a lot. Based in reality I think because I notice every tiny little detail-I think they call it hyper vigilance. not sure. But things jump out at me, especially when I am anxious or stresses or due for more Thorazine.
I get tactile and visual stuff, usually about bugs and ants. Sometimes a take a PRN Thorazine or check out what is going on and do anxiety reducing exercises and mindfulness stuff and get away from stressors and that helps. I also get alot of shadow beans ( I think they are called that?) I always called them shadow people. This is my first time ever talking about it. I hope you all can relate. In the last month I have been doing a lot better, not so much with the visual or tactile. Still suspicious though. And paranoid about hackers (I did have a real one). |
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I always feel like I stand out and that people are saying and/or making indications about me. It's tedious to live this way. I miss how I used to be before. Don't get me wrong, it wasn't ideal -- I still had a lot to deal with mentally. But I've gotten progressively worse. I wish I knew what to do to recover.
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