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cogladaid · Jun 30, 2020 at 04:02 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Maybe you could hide it under a table cloth? The work....oh look nothing to see here

When I sit on the couch it’s behind me, and when I sit on the love seat it’s out of my peripheral vision so I think it’s okay.

Work stays in that corner! Hahah.

Desoxyn · Jun 30, 2020 at 04:12 PM

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Originally Posted by bpcyclist

Keep an eyey on that thing, Des. It is not draining, is it? Be damn sure the next injection is someplace far away from that site. If you get really concerned about it, shoot me a pic on a PM. I was a dermaatologist for many moons and am happy to have a quick look for you if you wish.

Thanks! But no it wasn't draining.. It's just forming like a solid rock like the other one.. Feels like a big ligament inflation or something.

I'll tell my mom about it today (She used to be a nurse).

Desoxyn · Jun 30, 2020 at 04:23 PM

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Originally Posted by bpcyclist

What is wrong with her?

She's an alcoholic. I'm gonna talk to her today as well that she can't make sexual comments in front of me anymore because it's inappropriate and makes me feel uncomfortable and that's why I always leave or get annoyed and then she's like "What's wrong? Did you take your meds? Are you taking something that you shouldn't" - She's the problem but she gaslights me and is a completely different person when she's drunk. But she does it to cope with stress of work and the fact that my life right now is just purgatory. I can't watch movies, read, I'm just stuck and we're gonna move anyways.

I don't want to go to Mexico with her because she has friends there and she'll act like a drunk idiot. She's really in the deep end, completely out of control.

My dad phoned me today and asked me how everything is but I was sleeping - Cuz the Invega is really really sedating this time - Something wrong with this injection but idk I'm writing OK but I've been sleeping for 2 days.

It's ok..

newtus · Jun 30, 2020 at 04:35 PM

Yea we aren’t gonna be able to afford to buy a home. I’m thinking of renting one and just staying in there til we can.

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 30, 2020 at 04:45 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Yea we aren’t gonna be able to afford to buy a home. I’m thinking of renting one and just staying in there til we can.

Here the rentals are more monthly than purchasing one.....it’s like inverted right now where an apartment is more than a house. Have you considered a condo?

newtus · Jun 30, 2020 at 04:46 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Here the rentals are more monthly than purchasing one.....it’s like inverted right now where an apartment is more than a house. Have you considered a condo?

No I will look at condos cuz it’s that way here too

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 30, 2020 at 04:55 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

No I will look at condos cuz it’s that way here too

See what I found on #Zillow!
https://www.zillow.com/homedetails/9...79238646_zpid/

Idk if you’d consider Dallas but this is about as cheap and nice as you’ll get.....

newtus · Jun 30, 2020 at 04:57 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

See what I found on #Zillow!
https://www.zillow.com/homedetails/9...79238646_zpid/

Idk if you’d consider Dallas but this is about as cheap and nice as you’ll get.....

Yikes bad part of Dallas. I won’t give up my safety for niceness.

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 30, 2020 at 04:59 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Yikes bad part of Dallas. I won’t give up my safety for niceness.

Really i didn’t realize the north part of Dallas was bad....

newtus · Jun 30, 2020 at 05:09 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Really i didn’t realize the north part of Dallas was bad....

It’s not the north part of Dallas as a whole that’s bad. It’s the south part of Richardson.

newtus · Jun 30, 2020 at 05:10 PM

Taxes are also extremely high there

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 30, 2020 at 05:13 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

It’s not the north part of Dallas as a whole that’s bad. It’s the south part of Richardson.

Thing about cities is you can be two blocks from the murder capital and still be perfectly safe as long as you don’t walk that direction......

newtus · Jun 30, 2020 at 05:13 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Thing about cities is you can be two blocks from the murder capital and still be perfectly safe as long as you don’t walk that direction......

Haha yea nonono I want to have a kid.

bpcyclist · Jun 30, 2020 at 05:16 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

Ok so.

I am picking up 6 tablets of clozapine 25mg tonight, I'll take two per morning for the next three days.

Tomorrow I am picking up 100mg of clozapine, I'll take one each night, and one each morning after three days.

So 150 for three more days, then 200

This sound ssuper complicated to me, but I am glad you are doing it.

falcon09 · Jun 30, 2020 at 05:17 PM

very paranoid

bpcyclist · Jun 30, 2020 at 05:18 PM

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Originally Posted by Erti

The issue wasnt the classes. She missed a psych appointment one time and said he was missing appointments for his cleft pallet surgeries when she has prof he's up to date with his needed for the birth defect.

Sorry, Erti. This must be very stressful for you guys. Hugs!!

bpcyclist · Jun 30, 2020 at 05:21 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

worried people can read my thoughts

Sometimes, I think my next door neighbor and my upstairs neighbor and my across the hall neighbor are secret government spies with infrared cameras in my walls. But really, i am pretty sure that is not true. i had a friend come over and look for the cameras and he never found any, so...

Hang in there. This Clozaril will work soon. Also, I hvae read a lot about psychic powers because sometimes I can predict the future. Noone has ever demonstarted the ability of a human to read someone else's mind. So, you are okay. People cannot do this.

bpcyclist · Jun 30, 2020 at 05:22 PM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

Finally got the call from my doc. He’s busy, I understand.

Told him what’s going on. Basically everything is going fine with working from home, I’m studying from home, I’m getting out of the house sometimes while still being safe and socially distanced wearing a mask, not going back to the gym yet because of things, and not showering regularly.

He gave me some advice similar to what my psychologist said and said to make sure I have separation between my work office and the rest of my living space so I’m not overwhelmed with the thought of work. My desk is in the corner of the room so it’s easy enough to ignore on my time off so I should be okay.

So he says I sound like I’m doing okay except for the showering part, and I’ll talk to him again in a couple months! No med changes or adjustments needed.

Just shower more, listen to my psychologist, and... don’t stress hahaha.

Oh, and take my meds!

Gald you got to talk with him, cogladaid.

bpcyclist · Jun 30, 2020 at 05:25 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

She's an alcoholic. I'm gonna talk to her today as well that she can't make sexual comments in front of me anymore because it's inappropriate and makes me feel uncomfortable and that's why I always leave or get annoyed and then she's like "What's wrong? Did you take your meds? Are you taking something that you shouldn't" - She's the problem but she gaslights me and is a completely different person when she's drunk. But she does it to cope with stress of work and the fact that my life right now is just purgatory. I can't watch movies, read, I'm just stuck and we're gonna move anyways.

I don't want to go to Mexico with her because she has friends there and she'll act like a drunk idiot. She's really in the deep end, completely out of control.

My dad phoned me today and asked me how everything is but I was sleeping - Cuz the Invega is really really sedating this time - Something wrong with this injection but idk I'm writing OK but I've been sleeping for 2 days.

It's ok..

I am so sorry, Des. People have to want to get sober.

I used to be in a coma for days after my Risperdal injection.

bpcyclist · Jun 30, 2020 at 05:28 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

very paranoid

Deep breathing can really help.

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Jun 30, 2020 at 04:35 PM #104 Yea we aren’t gonna be able to afford to buy a home. I’m thinking of renting one and just staying in there til we can. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Jun 30, 2020 at 05:10 PM #111 Taxes are also extremely high there __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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