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Default Jul 07, 2020 at 09:46 AM
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Went to the library and returned the books. On the way back I got myself an iTunes card for a reward.

I won't be able to get Maybelle this Friday, it can take up to 14 days to get the accommodation approved

Oh wow...that’s a long time....but you’ll get her eventually...

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Oh wow...that’s a long time....but you’ll get her eventually...
Yeah, I got the paperwork, I'll have my doctor fill it out Thursday

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Default Jul 07, 2020 at 10:46 AM
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Lay down for a bit, but not tired really. Then, the little Mister started nibbling on me, so... Time to get up.

Just gonna chill this morning. If I get some juice, I will edit. Would sure like to get out on the bike, but may be a little wiped for that. The little man is curled up on my lap again, out. He has to be on my lap like, 97% of the ime. Too adorable.

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What therapy have you tried? I super luckily got cbt for psychosis and this was one of the first things we dealt with.....it’s been years so I don’t remember all of it but initially I felt like a failure but then I started seeing myself as like even more than ever, like that ginger Rogers quote about doing everything fred Astaire did but backwards in high heels.

I've tried a lot of different therapy modalities, but maybe I'll ask my current T about it. I am always stuck in my own head. I wish I could break out of just thinking all day.

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Default Jul 07, 2020 at 10:54 AM
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Also, I had two beers last night and I did something impulsive as a consequence. I thought the beer would help me feel less anxious or something. Or maybe I thought it would get me out of my own head. I don't know if it worked or not.

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Hey! How is everyone doing? Just applied with a temp agency to try and get work again. Hopefully I get one soon.

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Default Jul 07, 2020 at 11:34 AM
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Do others experience this? I'm having increased auditory hallucinations and all of a sudden I realize how off my thinking is and the hallucinations suddenly decrease without changing meds.
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Do others experience this? I'm having increased auditory hallucinations and all of a sudden I realize how off my thinking is and the hallucinations suddenly decrease without changing meds.
Hey, Go. Yeah, my auditory ones tend to come in clusters with other symptoms usually. So, I almost always end up with a med change. I do not know really if they would go away on their own.

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Default Jul 07, 2020 at 11:59 AM
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Feeling pretty amazing

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Doing some power washing of a house. Not. A bad day really. Yesterday was crazy though.
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Default Jul 07, 2020 at 01:02 PM
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labs arent in yet...

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labs arent back but clozapine is ready at pharmacy, weird, im not gonna complain though

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Feel crappy today. I took two Xanax. I feel kind of sick. I probably should have only taken one. I was kind of panicking because work is making us furlough again two days a week. I'm like **** I don't need this crap right now. Sales peeps need to get out there and sell some stuff so we don't have to furlough. I was talking to the owner yesterday about how long she thought we would have to furlough and she was like, IDK. Didn't make me feel better. Don't know if I should look for a second job, or what. I did apply for a totally different job but I don't feel like I have a great chance of getting it. My education is good, more than they ask for which sometimes works against you. My work history isn't exactly what they are looking for but I'm pretty sure I can do everything in the job description. My Mom is like don't jump ship. My Dad hasn't said. My Mom said don't get a second job because she doesn't know if I can do it. Working two jobs sucks. I did it for a little while but it was tough. She said they can probably help me out a bit with the money side. I'm just like FML right now. I was already struggling and this made it so much worse. The Xanax made me tired. I need a nap. I can't lay my head on the desk because there is a meeting in the next office and someone might notice.

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Feeling self destructive today. Not going to do anything. Just acknowledging the thoughts/feelings are there. Really want a nap!

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Default Jul 07, 2020 at 01:45 PM
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Ok so the lab did do the wrong thing even though the order was right.

I'm gonna have to go today or tomorrow and get blood drawn again

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Hope you feel better SK! Sorry about the job situation

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Roll call 171

Got my books in! And the stuff to repair my light strips.

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I was thinking of ways of trying to lower my personal debt and I just can’t spend and slowly pay it off. I thought about getting a second job but I don’t think it would bring in enough to be worth it, plus I don’t think I could balance two jobs and school.

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Found out at therapy that my therapist lost her dog Belle that’s always there with us during therapy. I started crying.

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