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#361
I took 100mg of CBD (Most I ever took). I usually take 40, 50 and 100mg.
My anxiety is gone. Hopefully it will last for work tomorrow. I'm gonna get up at 7am and then I have to be at work to start at 9am. Not sure what to expect - With the placement of everything. I'll probably have to stand in certain places and not stand in others - Maybe a certain way of washing the dishes, prep cooking, COVID rules, something to wear, etc.. I just hope that I don't get too anxious. I'm nervous about it that's for sure. Hope everyone has a good sleep/morning. I'll let you guys know how my shift goes.. |
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Hey all, I've been out of pocket because my meds are weird. I went off of olanzapine. I think I'm doing alright. It's just that I still think I need a new doctor. My parents vehemently disagree with that. I know I shouldn't be causing conflict, but it seems to me like my doctor is so "hands-off" these days, and that really makes me angry. Like I know what's right for me. I know that I hate olanzapine because it makes me feel like a zombie. I know the side effect of zombie-feeling is not worth it, either, because it infiltrates every facet of my life. The only weird thing I get off of olanzapine is feeling like my face looks weird on video calls. So that's a little bit concerning. It looks like a weird face, like it's divided strangely at my nose. Is that a weird symptom? My therapist is doesn't seem to like the fact that I feel like a zombie on olanzapine. She thinks I should be more expressive, or something like that. Maybe she just doesn't understand me yet... I wish my meds could be radically simplified. I know it's probably bad to be on two atypical antipsychotics, so why does my doctor continue on this regimen for me? I don't get it. Oh and I also stupidly threw out the olanzapine that I had. That was a poor idea. Now, even if I needed it, I can't get it until Monday probably.
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#363
Took a diazepam before work. I just want to make sure I'm not freaking out. I start in 40 minutes.
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#364
Good luck with your first day! @Desoxyn
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#366
So no problems with the 2 med increases so far.
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#370
Not feeling well. It may go dark on me for awhile. Idk.
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You are not and have never been a fool, Des. We all love you.
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