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Default Jul 12, 2020 at 06:47 PM
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What was similar???
Some crazy-***** European thing--I have to go look it up.

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Some crazy-***** European thing--I have to go look it up.
Please do, im very curious!
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Default Jul 12, 2020 at 07:03 PM
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SP, i saw your old navy mask facebook post and almost commented something completely inappropriate like. "I thought those were panties when i first saw them, then i saw they were masks, then I thought, wearing panties as masks isn't such a bad thing."
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Default Jul 12, 2020 at 07:04 PM
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Been studying most of the weekend. Feeling more confident about the exam now.

Went for a drive and ended up at one of the Asian markets bought a bunch of good stuff. Going to be eating Asian this week. Had a Thai shrimp noodle bowl today. Maybe a Thai red curry another day. Maybe a Chinese stir fry. Idk! Have to look up recipes.

I don’t do most of the cooking I’ll be honest. I help out a lot though.
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Default Jul 12, 2020 at 07:05 PM
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SP, i saw your old navy mask facebook post and almost commented something completely inappropriate like. "I thought those were panties when i first saw them, then i saw they were masks, then I thought, wearing panties as masks isn't such a bad thing."

The first masks I got were black with white inside and they totally looked like panties! But yeah my family is on fb, they might not appreciate your first reaction lol.....

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Tianeptine can be dangerous, Des--careful...
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The first masks I got were black with white inside and they totally looked like panties! But yeah my family is on fb, they might not appreciate your first reaction lol.....


That’s what I said about mine, they look like panties...

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I'm horribly sad and not ok at all. I could drink wine but I'll just feel worse. I want to buy

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I'm just being honest.
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I'm horribly sad and not ok at all. I could drink wine but I'll just feel worse. I want to buy

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I'm just being honest.
You need to do some grounding techniques. you like to meditate right? I'm not in any room to give advice but stay safe.
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Default Jul 12, 2020 at 08:08 PM
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Getting tired of my sisters attitude. She’s currently not working and mostly is up in her room writing or playing video games all day.

I don’t do much cooking, true, but I’m also busy working full time, studying part time, and dealing with my mental stability.

She makes comments all the time like ‘maybe if you cooked more’ or ‘maybe if you cleaned more’.

I do what I can. Sometimes I struggle just to do my regular routine.

And I don’t see her helping our mother a lot of the time. I didn’t see her doing laundry or cleaning this weekend. She made dinner tonight and cleaned the floor and suddenly I have to bow down to her.

I just am getting sick of it.
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You need to do some grounding techniques. you like to meditate right? I'm not in any room to give advice but stay safe.
I'm listening to "Jelly Roll". Really helping me.
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I'm listening to "Jelly Roll". Really helping me.
I like Jelly roll... my roommate introduced me to his music. Relatable... drown my pain in a bottle and mary jane.
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Default Jul 12, 2020 at 08:55 PM
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Doing fine. Just having some anxiety today but it's all good.

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Default Jul 12, 2020 at 08:58 PM
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My mom bought me a magazine to read on mental health - As I was looking at one of the pages, there was a section on psychedelics with pictures of psilocybin mushrooms. I showed my mom and she said "Noooo"

I thought that was pretty funny.
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Getting tired of my sisters attitude. She’s currently not working and mostly is up in her room writing or playing video games all day.

I don’t do much cooking, true, but I’m also busy working full time, studying part time, and dealing with my mental stability.

She makes comments all the time like ‘maybe if you cooked more’ or ‘maybe if you cleaned more’.

I do what I can. Sometimes I struggle just to do my regular routine.

And I don’t see her helping our mother a lot of the time. I didn’t see her doing laundry or cleaning this weekend. She made dinner tonight and cleaned the floor and suddenly I have to bow down to her.

I just am getting sick of it.

I find when people lash out it’s due to their own struggle so it’s best to respond with compassion......

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I am seeing the pdoc tomorrow. I am anxious for it, though I think it will give me the opportunity to see if I want to switch pdocs or not.

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I can't do much right now. I'll probably go to sleep soon instead of taking a vyvanse and staying up all night to figure things out.

It's just hell to be so slow
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Ugh I think I need olanzapine again. That sucks because I threw it all out. I hope I can figure this crap out with my pdoc. I don't get why he has like no authority over me right now. Just weird stuff.

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I find when people lash out it’s due to their own struggle so it’s best to respond with compassion......

Yeah I understand. She lashes out and takes her frustrations out on us. It’s unfair to us though. I don’t say anything otherwise I’m the asshole. It sucks.
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Meds taken: I Invega Sustenna 150mg, V Vyvanse 50mg, AT Atenolol 50mg, Z Zopiclone 7.5mg, O Olanzepine 5mg, TM Temazepam 15mg, DZ Diazepam 5mg, MC Minocycline 100mg

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Drugs taken: W Weed, P Phenibut, X Alprazolam, CO Coffee, E Ethanol, N Nicotine


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You're still using weed?
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