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Default Jul 14, 2020 at 11:23 PM
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I don't give the slightest **** about this reality anymore

It just keeps getting worse and worse and worse.

I might end up in the psych ward

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I'm not well. I'm paranoid that nothing is real.
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Default Jul 14, 2020 at 11:31 PM
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I'm completely losing my ****. And I want to lose my ****. I don't care anymore.
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Edit: Feeling calmer now
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Default Jul 15, 2020 at 12:40 AM
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****** situation right now.
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Default Jul 15, 2020 at 02:10 AM
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I'm feeling much better

Sorry.. I was suicidal as hell
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Default Jul 15, 2020 at 05:46 AM
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Well. The sun is rising.

You're all dreaming as I write this.

Jelly Roll, NF and a new sociopath friend has helped me.

I swear I make best friends with sociopaths. Idk why.
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Default Jul 15, 2020 at 08:13 AM
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I can't believe my pdoc is letting me go for this ketamine thing. lol I presented it to her like "what do you think?" and i basically made it sound like her idea in the end! lol So I'm going to take it once a week. I wonder how much it costs though... That makes me very nervous because im paying out of pocket, and now i wish i had health insurance because i need the shot every week.

Is there a way for me to get health insurance right now? I have schizophrenia, there must be a way for someone like me. The US health system is just awful. What a terrible idea to give a deadline for when yuou can sign up for healthcare. Thanks Obama.
Look into it--there may be, Don't wait, though, Trump has asked the Supreme Court to rule the ACA illegal. The Republicans want tens of millins of people to lose coverage in a pandemic.

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Yeah i found a page with more options and that jumped out at me due to locations and age.....’fraid doc google beat you to it......
Oh, good. Yeah, it is caused by sun exposure over time/sun damage.

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If you’re disabled you might qualify for Medicaid or if you have a job change like in the last 30 days like you lost your job possibly the ACA. I believe ketamine itself if cheap if you get it through alternate channels.....
Be careful if you go this route. Ketamnie can cause psychosis and mania if you use too much...

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I talked the community workers ear off for 90 minutes straight while on the hike. It helped.

I feel better when talking to people. Much better.
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I just applied, im not eligible. lol america is one of the worst places to live!
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Are u okay, Des?

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Slept a little. Headache. Maybe will feel better.

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Doing fine this morning, feeling like I post the same thing every morning. Got into a little bit of a political scruffle on Facebook. I suppose it's fine, it was with a family member, but we love each other so it's no big deal. I expressed that I value family over all other things, so it's fine now.

Other than that, I am (anxiously) awaiting an appointment (by video of course) with a new pdoc on Monday.

I want to write, write, and write more.

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I just applied, im not eligible. lol america is one of the worst places to live!

Ugh, I'm sorry Job.

There are temporary insurance programs. I cannot remember any of the names of them because it's been so long since I've had to use them.

But maybe just Google "temporary insurance" and see what comes up?

These temporary insurance providers are NOT subject to the ACA (in my limited knowledge), so read up on the terms and conditions and whether they would actually pay for the ketamine.


I hope you can find a way to pay for the Ketamine and that it helps you!

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took my morning meds

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Just finished lunch...chicken sandwich and macaroni salad....

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