advertisement
Reply
Thread Tools Display Modes
Blue_Bird
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Blue_Bird's Avatar
 
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,722 (SuperPoster!)
10
14.3k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 05, 2020 at 06:47 PM
  #841
She said chocolate chip so I’ll make a small batch of those for her for when she stops by this weekend to drop off my new Fitbit

__________________


R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16

“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Blue_Bird is online now   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic

advertisement
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
 
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,978 (SuperPoster!)
7
4,907 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 05, 2020 at 06:55 PM
  #842
Quote:
Originally Posted by Erti View Post
Took a hit of wax and some edibles for today... in memory of my uncle Tim.. I miss my uncle.
<3

I've never been really close to anyone that has died. It's gonna be extremely confusing when one of my parents die..
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Blue_Bird, Erti, SlumberKitty
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
 
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,978 (SuperPoster!)
7
4,907 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 05, 2020 at 06:57 PM
  #843
Partially could be why I can be so reckless. I don't understand life and death really

New soul not old soul
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
Erti
Princess Tutu
 
Erti's Avatar
 
Member Since Jun 2011
Location: Nowhere
Posts: 7,912
12
2,894 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 05, 2020 at 07:05 PM
  #844
Quote:
Originally Posted by Desoxyn View Post
Partially could be why I can be so reckless. I don't understand life and death really

New soul not old soul
No one truly understands when it comes to life and death.
Erti is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
Desoxyn
falcon09
Grand Magnate
 
falcon09's Avatar
 
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: United States
Posts: 3,017
9
1,863 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 05, 2020 at 07:15 PM
  #845
i cant tell if my anxiety is from the AP or not

__________________
falcon09 is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Blue_Bird, Desoxyn, SlumberKitty
Job 30 26
Grand Member
 
Member Since Jan 2020
Location: Norway
Posts: 897
4
1,251 hugs
given
Default Aug 05, 2020 at 07:36 PM
  #846
Something is going on with my health... I'm starting to get very worried. I haven't had a drink 20 a few days, yet i still got a migraine today and the past two ays my mouth is watring like im getting nausoues. I have no idea what is going on.
Job 30 26 is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
WastingAsparagus
Student of Life
 
WastingAsparagus's Avatar
 
Member Since Mar 2014
Location: South America
Posts: 4,658
10
2,911 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 05, 2020 at 07:46 PM
  #847
Quote:
Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus View Post
Just my old pdoc of whom I am still technically a patient. I don't know what else to do. Honestly, the anxiety was getting out of control.

Yikes, I just kind of realized it was a bad idea to take the Xanax XR. Crap. Now I feel stupid. Oh well. I just won't take it tomorrow.

__________________
"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it.
Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”

WastingAsparagus is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
Blue_Bird
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Blue_Bird's Avatar
 
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,722 (SuperPoster!)
10
14.3k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 05, 2020 at 07:50 PM
  #848
I'm starting to get over my fear of choking. Using a lot of distractions, diverting my thoughts immediately whenever I start to think about it, put an image of a big stop sign in my mind whenever the thoughts come up

__________________


R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16

“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Blue_Bird is online now   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, cogladaid, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
newtus
The Dopamine Flux
 
newtus's Avatar
 
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!)
13
867 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 05, 2020 at 07:52 PM
  #849
Quote:
Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic View Post
Just got newtus’s new poetry/art book it’s really good Roll Call 172


Thank you!!! So glad u like it!

__________________
"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"

The Dopamine Flux
www.thedopamineflux.com


Youtube channel
https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

newtus is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
Blue_Bird
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Blue_Bird's Avatar
 
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,722 (SuperPoster!)
10
14.3k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 05, 2020 at 08:12 PM
  #850
Might see if Family Dollar has any adult coloring books tomorrow while I'm there getting my other stuff. Haven't colored in awhile, used to be a favorite hobby, super relaxing

__________________


R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16

“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Blue_Bird is online now   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, Desoxyn, falcon09
Blue_Bird
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Blue_Bird's Avatar
 
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,722 (SuperPoster!)
10
14.3k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 05, 2020 at 08:18 PM
  #851
So tomorrows plans are shower, take the bus to the grocery store and get food, then walk to family dollar after I get back and put my groceries away. Then relax. Make crispy buffalo chicken wraps for dinner.

Friday will be making egg salad, cleaning the bathroom, and vacuuming. Saturday will be organizing my closet, cleaning the kitchen and making the cookies for my sister.

Monday I have an in-person appointment with my psychiatrist. Look forward to seeing her and reporting that I've been doing well.

__________________


R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16

“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Blue_Bird is online now   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
bpcyclist, SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, bpcyclist, cogladaid, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
newtus
The Dopamine Flux
 
newtus's Avatar
 
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!)
13
867 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 05, 2020 at 08:23 PM
  #852
Got my ER bills in from March/April whenever I went. 114 dollars and another for 23 dollars. Not the worst I guess.

__________________
"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"

The Dopamine Flux
www.thedopamineflux.com


Youtube channel
https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

newtus is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
bpcyclist, SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
bpcyclist, cogladaid, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
falcon09
Grand Magnate
 
falcon09's Avatar
 
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: United States
Posts: 3,017
9
1,863 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 05, 2020 at 08:34 PM
  #853
Quote:
Originally Posted by Blue_Bird View Post
Might see if Family Dollar has any adult coloring books tomorrow while I'm there getting my other stuff. Haven't colored in awhile, used to be a favorite hobby, super relaxing
I think I've seen them in my local family dollar

__________________
falcon09 is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
bpcyclist, SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
Blue_Bird, bpcyclist, Sometimes psychotic
Blue_Bird
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Blue_Bird's Avatar
 
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,722 (SuperPoster!)
10
14.3k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 05, 2020 at 08:36 PM
  #854
Quote:
Originally Posted by falcon09 View Post
I think I've seen them in my local family dollar
Yeah I think I have too a few times when shopping there for other stuff. And they're also on the Family Dollar website so some do carry them

__________________


R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16

“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Blue_Bird is online now   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
bpcyclist, SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
bpcyclist, falcon09, Sometimes psychotic
bpcyclist
Legendary
 
bpcyclist's Avatar
 
Member Since Sep 2019
Location: Portland
Posts: 12,681 (SuperPoster!)
4
40.2k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 05, 2020 at 10:52 PM
  #855
Quote:
Originally Posted by Erti View Post
Took a hit of wax and some edibles for today... in memory of my uncle Tim.. I miss my uncle.
Edibles w THC?!!!!!

__________________
When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield
bpcyclist is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
 
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,978 (SuperPoster!)
7
4,907 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 05, 2020 at 10:59 PM
  #856
Quote:
Originally Posted by bpcyclist View Post
Edibles w THC?!!!!!
Erti smokes weed sometimes. Some people with schiz can use THC. There was someone here that said that it helped with her symptoms and she was psychotic when she didn't smoke.

For me, even a 5mg edible will give me a panic attack - It can cause depersonalization/derealization, psychosis, anxiety, etc for me. If someone ever dosed me with a 200mg edible, my heart would explode I'm sure..

THC has always been bad for me.
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
bpcyclist, Erti
 
Thanks for this!
bpcyclist, Erti
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
 
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,978 (SuperPoster!)
7
4,907 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 06, 2020 at 12:41 AM
  #857
I hope I gain weight, then find a way to lose it and then I do for a challenge
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
bpcyclist, ShaneG, SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
bpcyclist, ShaneG
Blue_Bird
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Blue_Bird's Avatar
 
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,722 (SuperPoster!)
10
14.3k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 06, 2020 at 10:20 AM
  #858
Good morning! Just took a shower. Going to the grocery store a little later. Drinking coffee now. Excited about life.

__________________


R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16

“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Blue_Bird is online now   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
bpcyclist, SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, bpcyclist, Desoxyn, newtus, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
Blue_Bird
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Blue_Bird's Avatar
 
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,722 (SuperPoster!)
10
14.3k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 06, 2020 at 11:09 AM
  #859
Getting cheesecake to celebrate my mom's birthday. She passed away in 2016 but I still like to celebrate

__________________


R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16

“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Blue_Bird is online now   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
bpcyclist, Desoxyn, falcon09, Job 30 26, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, bpcyclist, Desoxyn, falcon09, newtus, Sometimes psychotic
bpcyclist
Legendary
 
bpcyclist's Avatar
 
Member Since Sep 2019
Location: Portland
Posts: 12,681 (SuperPoster!)
4
40.2k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Aug 06, 2020 at 11:17 AM
  #860
Ran yesterday. Think it helped.

__________________
When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield
bpcyclist is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, Blue_Bird, Desoxyn, newtus, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
Reply
attentionThis is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.

Thread Tools
Display Modes



All times are GMT -5. The time now is 08:33 AM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2024, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.



 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.