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Imma meditate on stimulant
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gonna go back to my grandmas for a bit...

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I forgot to take my zoloft and my morning dose of trilafon this morning. Not sure why because I took the other morning meds in my organizer just forgot those I guess.

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Default Jul 20, 2020 at 07:22 PM
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I took a klonopin, prayed the rosary, did some word search puzzles, and am on pinterest now so that's all helping

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Tomorrow after I go grocery shopping I'm gonna spend some time playing the ukulele and trying to learn to crochet 2nd rows

I'm ordering that legend planner Newtus recommended. It looks perfect for daily planning and working on goals

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I'm excited to grow a San Pedro cactus
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Ughh just threw up. Feel like crap today physically and mentally.

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Eat something sketchy?

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Nope, Thorazine withdrawal makes me really nauseous , always does

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God I'm burnt out. I'm learning about cacti. It's a whole new realm.

Will try and meditate today.
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Nope, Thorazine withdrawal makes me really nauseous , always does
How much did you taper? Did you stop it?
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God I'm burnt out. I'm learning about cacti. It's a whole new realm.

Will try and meditate today.
Then I'll watch the news again. Idk if I should.
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How much did you taper? Did you stop it?
I went from 400mg to 200mg in one night

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Every time I’ve lowered my dose In the past this has happened and it’s too much to deal with so I always end up going back to my regular dose

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Maybe it’s not worth going off it. I mean being 155 lbs isn’t that bad.

I guess why mess with something if it works , right.

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Every time I’ve lowered my dose In the past this has happened and it’s too much to deal with so I always end up going back to my regular dose
Seems like you're going through a lot - Although you tend to be able to distract yourself well so it's likelier that your mood symptoms could be 100% because of the decrease in Thorazine - Which is unlikely I think - Idk if a decrease in medication can cause suicidal thoughts alone..

In the way where me for example.. was suicidal after drinking alcohol - Really badly. There was underlying causes as to why I was feeling that way. I drank alcohol again - BECAUSE I was suicidal. Then I processed the feelings and they went away.

Idk if this helps as insight or is useless. Take care of yourself. Throwing up isn't good for bulimia recovery - Can be triggering. It reminds me of how I am addicted sometimes to drugs and yet take medications - You have to think yourself out of it and use logic, feelings...

We're not always going to be perfect and the choices we make that we think are good will lead to bad results just like the bad choices we make can lead to good results - Less often than the former though but it still counts.

I usually get inspiration from you cuz idk what I'm quite confused but I noticed that you seem to be doing well, then stop meds and do bad. It's a cycle but eventually you can catch yourself with realization of habit like how people quit doing something when they're ready - In an opposite way. We're changing constantly. Need to dance with the chaos and move with it.

Many jinxes happen and me saying I jinxed you un-jinxes it. It's ok cuz we're all supportive and wants what's best for each other..

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