Roll Call 173

Desoxyn · Aug 10, 2020 at 09:30 PM

Gonna try and meditate

Desoxyn · Aug 10, 2020 at 09:40 PM

Nope going to read the mental health magazine maybe it will fix my anxiety

fack

falcon09 · Aug 10, 2020 at 09:41 PM

took 200mg clozapine 40mg geodon

bpcyclist · Aug 10, 2020 at 10:31 PM

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That scares me to be honest. I can't get on Ambien if that is the case. I tried it once and i woke up the next day and my girlfriend at the time complimented the sex. That always unsettled me deeply. It might be a little different if I was in a relationship sleeping with someone, but when I'm sharing a place with my current roommate... I don't want to complicate things further!

That's a crazy story though!Is it possible I could just lock my door shut to protect myself?!

Yeah, maybe. Maybe tell roommate, too...

bpcyclist · Aug 10, 2020 at 10:39 PM

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Originally Posted by Job 30 26

Uppers don't work on me. Long term plan is ketamine, but even when I get insurance it will be tought to pay for it, given insurance companies don't cover it...

Well, you might wanna rea about other NMDA antagonists. There are several out there. Several I have tried. Pretty sure Des has, too. Some, like PCP, are clearly a no-go. But others do work for some people. What is monthly cost of ket anyway?

bpcyclist · Aug 11, 2020 at 12:09 AM

Study published Monday in Nature Medicine of 500,000 Canadian women shows women using marijuana during pregnancy are 50 percent more likely to have a child w autism. Spooky.

Erti · Aug 11, 2020 at 12:14 AM

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Originally Posted by bpcyclist

Study published Monday in Nature Medicine of 500,000 Canadian women shows women using marijuana during pregnancy are 50 percent more likely to have a child w autism. Spooky.

you remember where you got that from? Just a curiosity.

bpcyclist · Aug 11, 2020 at 12:40 AM

Yeah, yahoo news. But the journal was Nature Medicine. Published Monday.

Erti · Aug 11, 2020 at 01:06 AM

ah I looked it up and apparently it was on CNN. Interesting.

bpcyclist · Aug 11, 2020 at 01:30 AM

Yeah, my dad took me aside and weirdly and just randomly told me mom drank a lot while she was pregnant w me or something? Dunno. Said he always thought it might have something to do w what happened to me. Not really sure what am aposed to think.

bpcyclist · Aug 11, 2020 at 01:34 AM

And women who smoke during pregnancy increase risk of bipolar by twofold or 100 percent compared to nonsmokers' kids... Mom smoke like a steel mill.

WastingAsparagus · Aug 11, 2020 at 08:25 AM

I am doing a lot better this morning. Going to see pdoc in a bit. Should be helpful. Luckily, it's an hour-long appointment because we have a lot to discuss.

Blue_Bird · Aug 11, 2020 at 09:08 AM

Good morning. Slept 10 hours 13 minutes. Feeling pretty good. Just took a shower, drinking some coffee and waiting for my hair to mostly dry till I take the bus to Walmart

newtus · Aug 11, 2020 at 10:54 AM

Caught 3 horses in Zelda: Breath of the wild. These are two of them. Black one is named West, and the other is named Yahtzee. I named them. They were wild in the game and I caught and tamed them.

The other pic is just me on this statue in an abandoned church.

This rando chicken photobombed me and Yahtzee!

Blue_Bird · Aug 11, 2020 at 11:14 AM

I got the colored pencils, a little sad because I also bought some groceries, and one of the items was a large glass jar of raspberry jam. Well the whole thing fell out of those flimsy plastic bags they give you onto the concrete outside and shattered while I was trying to transfer it to my backpack. Oh well

Blue_Bird · Aug 11, 2020 at 11:16 AM

Anyway, here they are

falcon09 · Aug 11, 2020 at 11:29 AM

took 100mg clozapine, hoping no akathisia.

Sometimes psychotic · Aug 11, 2020 at 11:30 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I got the colored pencils, a little sad because I also bought some groceries, and one of the items was a large glass jar of raspberry jam. Well the whole thing fell out of those flimsy plastic bags they give you onto the concrete outside and shattered while I was trying to transfer it to my backpack. Oh well

That sucks bluebird...it’s like when a seagull steals your ice cream cone

Sometimes psychotic · Aug 11, 2020 at 11:30 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Anyway, here they are

Wow! Those look awesome

Sometimes psychotic · Aug 11, 2020 at 11:36 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Caught 3 horses in Zelda: Breath of the wild. These are two of them. Black one is named West, and the other is named Yahtzee. I named them. They were wild in the game and I caught and tamed them.

The other pic is just me on this statue in an abandoned church.

This rando chicken photobombed me and Yahtzee!

I kinda miss having the time to play these kind of beautiful games. Those horses are stunning and the chicken is hilarious....

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,978 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,907 hugs given	Aug 10, 2020 at 09:30 PM #121 Gonna try and meditate
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,978 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,907 hugs given	Aug 10, 2020 at 09:40 PM #122 Nope going to read the mental health magazine maybe it will fix my anxiety fack
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,017 9 1,863 hugs given	Aug 10, 2020 at 09:41 PM #123 took 200mg clozapine 40mg geodon __________________
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bpcyclist Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: Portland Posts: 12,681 (SuperPoster!) 4 40.2k hugs given	Aug 11, 2020 at 12:09 AM #126 Study published Monday in Nature Medicine of 500,000 Canadian women shows women using marijuana during pregnancy are 50 percent more likely to have a child w autism. Spooky. __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield
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bpcyclist Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: Portland Posts: 12,681 (SuperPoster!) 4 40.2k hugs given	Aug 11, 2020 at 12:40 AM #128 Yeah, yahoo news. But the journal was Nature Medicine. Published Monday. __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield
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Erti Princess Tutu Member Since Jun 2011 Location: Nowhere Posts: 7,912 12 2,894 hugs given	Aug 11, 2020 at 01:06 AM #129 ah I looked it up and apparently it was on CNN. Interesting.
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bpcyclist Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: Portland Posts: 12,681 (SuperPoster!) 4 40.2k hugs given	Aug 11, 2020 at 01:30 AM #130 Yeah, my dad took me aside and weirdly and just randomly told me mom drank a lot while she was pregnant w me or something? Dunno. Said he always thought it might have something to do w what happened to me. Not really sure what am aposed to think. __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield
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bpcyclist Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: Portland Posts: 12,681 (SuperPoster!) 4 40.2k hugs given	Aug 11, 2020 at 01:34 AM #131 And women who smoke during pregnancy increase risk of bipolar by twofold or 100 percent compared to nonsmokers' kids... Mom smoke like a steel mill. __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Aug 11, 2020 at 08:25 AM #132 I am doing a lot better this morning. Going to see pdoc in a bit. Should be helpful. Luckily, it's an hour-long appointment because we have a lot to discuss. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,017 9 1,863 hugs given	Aug 11, 2020 at 11:29 AM #137 took 100mg clozapine, hoping no akathisia. __________________
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