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Default Aug 25, 2020 at 03:06 PM
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I can't get motivated to do anything. My parents are telling me that's b.s. and I should just get to work and stuff. I can't believe this. I just cannot get motivated to do anything. It's a completely ridiculous problem to have. I talk to a therapist and take my meds and stuff and I still feel this way. I guess meds cannot just cause me to have motivation again. I need some sort of change but I don't know what it should be. I was also seriously considering leaving the country again and going back to Argentina last week. I am still considering it. I think I have reverse culture shock from when I lived in Argentina for a year or so.

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Also I feel like cancelling all my plans today. Only two things on the schedule but I feel like cancelling both of them.

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Default Aug 25, 2020 at 03:19 PM
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Feeling better. The OCD thoughts are not bothering me right now.

I saw my doctor and got refills. He put "40mg" Vyvanse instead of "50mg" so I have to go back to the pharmacy tomorrow to pick it up after they get a fax from the clinic that it was actually supposed to be 50mg.

I'm afraid of running out of Vyvanse - That would be hell.
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I'm afraid of running out of Vyvanse - That would be hell.
me too....

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Going to walk to the gas station and to listen to a podcast to buy chips and chocolate then watch Netflix with my computer hooked up to my TV =]
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Going to walk to the gas station and to listen to a podcast to buy chips and chocolate then watch Netflix with my computer hooked up to my TV =]

Sounds like a nice way to spend the afternoon!
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Default Aug 25, 2020 at 04:51 PM
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Bored. Bored. Bored. Almost done with work though. Another 45 minutes or so. Yesterday I worked half a day. I played three games of Sequence (it's part board game, part card game) with my Dad yesterday afternoon. He won one game, and I won two games. It's a fun game. Maybe we will play again tomorrow.

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Spent an hour watching Stephen Colbert and Melena Trump skits. My brain is fried.

And I'm afraid of panicking
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It's so hot here! I can't wait to go home and get into my much cooler jammies. At work I'm actually kind of dressy today except for my tennis shoes. Long sleeved flowered top, black, and black pants. With a black shirt underneath. Not sure what I was thinking this morning! Lol!

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I think that is one of the worst part about panic attacks, anticipating having one! Of course actually having one is worse too, but thinking about it, stressing about it, ugh, it's just all bad. Hope you're okay @Desoxyn

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I'm not worried much about my brain/mind deteriorating. I can do anything that I want. People have recovered from the strangest most disabling things. I just can't give up.

If I like pharmacology, I'm going to read a book or more about it. I'm going to continue reading my current books.

My sister is gone to work and my mom is gone too so I'll be alone until midnight. Scared...
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Default Aug 25, 2020 at 05:57 PM
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My order came in the mail today. Dried flowers, a candle, and aromatherapy oil. Yoga session will be more fun now.

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My order came in the mail today. Dried flowers, a candle, and aromatherapy oil. Yoga session will be more fun now.

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Sounds nice I just started doing yoga and I'm sure that would make it even better

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I had pms for the past week, just realized it today when I got my period, I was wondering why I was so agitated, depressed, crying, stressed, anxious, etc. I need to start tracking this stuff better so I don't get blindsided by it every month and can prepare a bit better for that rough week

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I lost more weight. Started out around 163 now 151 lbs

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I lost more weight. Started out around 163 now 151 lbs
From the metformin??
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Sorry I'm obsessed with metformin lol..
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From the metformin??
That plus eating healthier and exercising

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That plus eating healthier and exercising
Good! It's much healthier to not purge or binge. It's like my drug addiction.. People need to give me a slap on the wrist sometimes *slap* - "Bad! No!".. okok I won't..

But you're doing very good. As we grow older, we deal with these problems better..

Remember, you're doing good.
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Thanks Desoxyn, and you're doing great with work and everything

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