Roll Call 174

Blue_Bird · Aug 25, 2020 at 07:48 PM

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It's so hot here! I can't wait to go home and get into my much cooler jammies. At work I'm actually kind of dressy today except for my tennis shoes. Long sleeved flowered top, black, and black pants. With a black shirt underneath. Not sure what I was thinking this morning! Lol!

It's finally gonna start cooling off next week, will be in the 70's. I still consider the 70's way too hot but it's better than the 90's. Ready for autumn and winter

cogladaid · Aug 25, 2020 at 07:48 PM

I fear that I’m boring. Like my days are pretty much:

Wake up 5am. Have a shower. Go to work. Off work at 230pm. Go home. Go upstairs to study. Eat dinner. Do dishes. Take dog for a walk. Study some more. Read. Go to sleep around 9pm.

Today I went to Starbucks on the way home. Sometimes I don’t go back to studying after dinner but I’ll watch TV.

That’s... basically it. Aside from running errands.
I don’t mind it. But I feel like to other people I’m no fun. Just something I was thinking about.

Desoxyn · Aug 25, 2020 at 07:57 PM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

I fear that I’m boring. Like my days are pretty much:

Wake up 5am. Have a shower. Go to work. Off work at 230pm. Go home. Go upstairs to study. Eat dinner. Do dishes. Take dog for a walk. Study some more. Read. Go to sleep around 9pm.

Today I went to Starbucks on the way home. Sometimes I don’t go back to studying after dinner but I’ll watch TV.

That’s... basically it. Aside from running errands.
I don’t mind it. But I feel like to other people I’m no fun. Just something I was thinking about.

You are very fun. I look up 2 u.

My mom's bf when she was younger said that she was boring because all she did was study all the time - IQ tests said 140+. Now my mom is too much fun for everyone - But stressed as hell full blown OCD personality and anxiety - Not good.

There's needs to be balance between work and play - Like SP says.

Blue_Bird · Aug 25, 2020 at 08:05 PM

Just realized my fitbit tracks yoga workouts too, cool

WastingAsparagus · Aug 25, 2020 at 08:34 PM

Listening to an audiobook right now. It is good. Still on "A History of Western Philosophy". It's pretty interesting.

newtus · Aug 25, 2020 at 08:50 PM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

Listening to an audiobook right now. It is good. Still on "A History of Western Philosophy". It's pretty interesting.

I have that book! Very good book. I’m studying philosophy in uni.

bpcyclist · Aug 25, 2020 at 08:52 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I had pms for the past week, just realized it today when I got my period, I was wondering why I was so agitated, depressed, crying, stressed, anxious, etc. I need to start tracking this stuff better so I don't get blindsided by it every month and can prepare a bit better for that rough week

I am so sorry, hon.

bpcyclist · Aug 25, 2020 at 08:53 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I lost more weight. Started out around 163 now 151 lbs

Awesome!

bpcyclist · Aug 25, 2020 at 08:56 PM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

I fear that I’m boring. Like my days are pretty much:

Wake up 5am. Have a shower. Go to work. Off work at 230pm. Go home. Go upstairs to study. Eat dinner. Do dishes. Take dog for a walk. Study some more. Read. Go to sleep around 9pm.

Today I went to Starbucks on the way home. Sometimes I don’t go back to studying after dinner but I’ll watch TV.

That’s... basically it. Aside from running errands.
I don’t mind it. But I feel like to other people I’m no fun. Just something I was thinking about.

I hear you. That said, you do a lot more than I do...

bpcyclist · Aug 25, 2020 at 08:58 PM

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Listening to an audiobook right now. It is good. Still on "A History of Western Philosophy". It's pretty interesting.

Cool! I like John Rawls a lot.

Desoxyn · Aug 25, 2020 at 10:08 PM

Cleaned up the yard, swept the dirt and glass etc.. My mom told me to do it while she is gone.

I was going to read after I do it but now I feel too tired. Will be sleeping soon.

Not sure what I'm gonna do tomorrow. I should plan it.

falcon09 · Aug 26, 2020 at 01:46 AM

cant sleep

bpcyclist · Aug 26, 2020 at 09:02 AM

Slept a little. Tired.

Blue_Bird · Aug 26, 2020 at 10:35 AM

So proud of myself. I made 3 phone calls today. One to ask about getting my library membership renewed, one to get a prescription filled, and one to make a dentist appointment.

Blue_Bird · Aug 26, 2020 at 11:46 AM

Got the laundry in the washer. My dentist appointment is September 8th. My care manager set up my transportation.

Desoxyn · Aug 26, 2020 at 12:58 PM

Felt physical anxiety this morning before the atenolol kicked in. The beta blocker might be masking benzo withdrawal.

Blue_Bird · Aug 26, 2020 at 02:02 PM

Yay found a youtube video that shows how to make fabric masks fit better. Now my favorite mask isn't too loose like it was

12AM · Aug 26, 2020 at 02:22 PM

Addicted to this song, it’s really chill.

Me And My Guitar by Kalle Engstrom - [RnB Music] - YouTube

Desoxyn · Aug 26, 2020 at 02:23 PM

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I notice that my eye movements are different when I'm having derealization - They zig zag everywhere.. This article says that they can tell if someone has schizophrenia or autism by their eye movements.

Desoxyn · Aug 26, 2020 at 02:26 PM

Gonna listen to some podcasts

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,723 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Aug 25, 2020 at 08:05 PM #44 Just realized my fitbit tracks yoga workouts too, cool __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,980 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,908 hugs given	Aug 25, 2020 at 10:08 PM #51 Cleaned up the yard, swept the dirt and glass etc.. My mom told me to do it while she is gone. I was going to read after I do it but now I feel too tired. Will be sleeping soon. Not sure what I'm gonna do tomorrow. I should plan it.
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bpcyclist Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: Portland Posts: 12,681 (SuperPoster!) 4 40.2k hugs given	Aug 26, 2020 at 09:02 AM #53 Slept a little. Tired. __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,723 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Aug 26, 2020 at 11:46 AM #55 Got the laundry in the washer. My dentist appointment is September 8th. My care manager set up my transportation. __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,980 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,908 hugs given	Aug 26, 2020 at 12:58 PM #56 Felt physical anxiety this morning before the atenolol kicked in. The beta blocker might be masking benzo withdrawal.
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,723 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Aug 26, 2020 at 02:02 PM #57 Yay found a youtube video that shows how to make fabric masks fit better. Now my favorite mask isn't too loose like it was __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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12AM Seeker of Life Member Since Oct 2015 Location: Silver Town of Argyra Posts: 4,786 8 5,508 hugs given	Aug 26, 2020 at 02:22 PM #58 Addicted to this song, it’s really chill. Me And My Guitar by Kalle Engstrom - [RnB Music] - YouTube __________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers and millions of butterflies 🌹🦋
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,980 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,908 hugs given	Aug 26, 2020 at 02:23 PM #59 Error - Cookies Turned Off I notice that my eye movements are different when I'm having derealization - They zig zag everywhere.. This article says that they can tell if someone has schizophrenia or autism by their eye movements.
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,980 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,908 hugs given	Aug 26, 2020 at 02:26 PM #60 Gonna listen to some podcasts
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