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SlumberKitty · Oct 13, 2020 at 02:59 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Slept in until 1pm. Never did that in like a year.. I'm just gonna let go and allow my room to be messy. It's snowing outside..

My mom is making turkey dinner =]

Imma just browse reddit and what not

Wish it were snowing here. We are having a heat wave with temperatures in the 90's. Bleh. Not good for the fires raging across CA and the west.

Turkey dinner sounds good. Is it for Thanksgiving?

Desoxyn · Oct 13, 2020 at 03:02 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

Wish it were snowing here. We are having a heat wave with temperatures in the 90's. Bleh. Not good for the fires raging across CA and the west.

Turkey dinner sounds good. Is it for Thanksgiving?

Yes Canadian Thanksgiving

Blue_Bird · Oct 13, 2020 at 04:57 PM

Buying some pumpkin pie later this week

newtus · Oct 13, 2020 at 05:07 PM

Gonna stream soon if anyone wants to watch me. I meant to the past 2 days but I was so busy and then also slept so much.

Desoxyn · Oct 13, 2020 at 06:26 PM

eeeeeeeeh

My life is what it is

It is what it is!!

12AM · Oct 13, 2020 at 06:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I put on makeup. It doesn't look great though since it's my first time putting it on in years. My hand was really shaky with the eyeliner. Hopefully it gets easier with practice

I haven’t done any makeup this year lol. My stuff will be expired R.I.P. Eyeliner is one of the hardest I would say, don’t worry if it takes a while for you to learn. I’m confident with my eye shadows but not with eyeliner even after years of doing it

WastingAsparagus · Oct 13, 2020 at 07:04 PM

Anybody know places to make friends online? I know there's pc but I'm looking for some other places. Haha. Not because I'm leaving pc or anything, but just looking for more friends.

bpcyclist · Oct 13, 2020 at 07:19 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

I'm going to do the sketchbook project for the Brooklyn Art Library. Newtus didn't you do this? I bought the sketchbook and am waiting for it to arrive. I'm thinking of making my theme mental health. You know like a page for hallucinations, and a page for SH, a page for depression, a page for anxiety, a page for panic attacks, a page for schizoaffective-disorder etc. What do you all think?

Brilliant!!

12AM · Oct 13, 2020 at 07:21 PM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

Anybody know places to make friends online? I know there's pc but I'm looking for some other places. Haha. Not because I'm leaving pc or anything, but just looking for more friends.

I use discord. You can join servers with people with the same hobby and interests.

bpcyclist · Oct 13, 2020 at 07:23 PM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

Anybody know places to make friends online? I know there's pc but I'm looking for some other places. Haha. Not because I'm leaving pc or anything, but just looking for more friends.

There are sites for your hobbies and dating ones and one just for sex

WastingAsparagus · Oct 13, 2020 at 09:07 PM

Just got on discord haha.

newtus · Oct 13, 2020 at 10:40 PM

Omg I never streamed I ended up falling asleep.

So sorry guys. I won’t do that next time!

Desoxyn · Oct 13, 2020 at 11:16 PM

Downloaded Sudoku on my phone. I like it.

I want to spend an amount of time every day on doing puzzle games.

I asked my mom what I could do to prevent my mind from deteriorating and she says that it likely won't more than any other person.. But idk..

I'm gonna try and read at least a chapter of a book every day and I've been almost managing to do that. I can read fast but I give up easily because I become proud of myself for just reading a fair amount.

I relapsed on drugs impulsively today (Instead of just careful use) because I was annoyed at my mom and her friends talking about alcohol, weed and cigarettes when I can't do those drugs.. So I was triggered. But tomorrow is a new day.

My mom is grateful that she could sleep in - She made a whole turkey dinner and there were 8 people at the dinner table. We might go for a hike in the morning.

I don't feel as creative as I was when I lowered the injection. I miss the creative part of psychosis.

I bought sketch pads and drawing pencils because I want to learn how to draw. I also bought note pads to take notes for online courses.

Just small steps at a time. It's really hard to be doing what I'm doing in this weird mental state.

newtus · Oct 13, 2020 at 11:58 PM

I want to download soduku

Desoxyn · Oct 14, 2020 at 12:05 AM

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I want to download soduku

I'm totally a beginner and can't concentrate for long but sudoku is what I'll be doing any time I'm waiting to see the doctor or in the car or something.. Instead of news articles and such/social media.. Good for the mind...

But you have a good mind. Master of social media. I honestly prefer to stay ignorant because people are all like "Don't be ignorant" - What?? We only know less than 0.0000000000001%. Everyone is ignorant to this misery. Compassion is what matters! And people show none of that when they argue.. They just want to be right.... And there is no right!! It's subjective!

Ok im done sorry for ranting..

bpcyclist · Oct 14, 2020 at 07:55 AM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Downloaded Sudoku on my phone. I like it.

I want to spend an amount of time every day on doing puzzle games.

I asked my mom what I could do to prevent my mind from deteriorating and she says that it likely won't more than any other person.. But idk..

I'm gonna try and read at least a chapter of a book every day and I've been almost managing to do that. I can read fast but I give up easily because I become proud of myself for just reading a fair amount.

I relapsed on drugs impulsively today (Instead of just careful use) because I was annoyed at my mom and her friends talking about alcohol, weed and cigarettes when I can't do those drugs.. So I was triggered. But tomorrow is a new day.

My mom is grateful that she could sleep in - She made a whole turkey dinner and there were 8 people at the dinner table. We might go for a hike in the morning.

I don't feel as creative as I was when I lowered the injection. I miss the creative part of psychosis.

I bought sketch pads and drawing pencils because I want to learn how to draw. I also bought note pads to take notes for online courses.

Just small steps at a time. It's really hard to be doing what I'm doing in this weird mental state.

So proud of you!!

Blue_Bird · Oct 14, 2020 at 08:38 AM

Maintenance came already and did their work on the furnace. Have my recertification appointment at 12 then my dentist appointment at 3:30.

Blue_Bird · Oct 14, 2020 at 12:24 PM

The interview went fine, it was just basically filling out some paperwork/updating it. They had me set up in a room with a lady video chatting on the ipad/guiding me through it. I had to request an updated SSI award letter and an SSP benefit verification letter just a second ago. Got those on the way in the mail. When they arrive I'll just turn them in to the property manager.

They reminded me that I am allowed to change my student status to part time if I ever start again (which I will) I'm just not allowed to go full time while living here.

junkDNA · Oct 14, 2020 at 12:36 PM

Hi......

Blue_Bird · Oct 14, 2020 at 01:16 PM

I'm 1 pound away from being in the normal weight range for my height!

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,741 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Oct 13, 2020 at 04:57 PM #643 Buying some pumpkin pie later this week __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Oct 13, 2020 at 05:07 PM #644 Gonna stream soon if anyone wants to watch me. I meant to the past 2 days but I was so busy and then also slept so much. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Oct 13, 2020 at 06:26 PM #645 eeeeeeeeh My life is what it is It is what it is!!
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Oct 13, 2020 at 07:04 PM #647 Anybody know places to make friends online? I know there's pc but I'm looking for some other places. Haha. Not because I'm leaving pc or anything, but just looking for more friends. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Oct 13, 2020 at 09:07 PM #651 Just got on discord haha. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Oct 13, 2020 at 10:40 PM #652 Omg I never streamed I ended up falling asleep. So sorry guys. I won’t do that next time! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Oct 13, 2020 at 11:58 PM #654 I want to download soduku __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,741 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Oct 14, 2020 at 08:38 AM #657 Maintenance came already and did their work on the furnace. Have my recertification appointment at 12 then my dentist appointment at 3:30. __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,741 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Oct 14, 2020 at 01:16 PM #660 I'm 1 pound away from being in the normal weight range for my height! __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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