Roll Call 175

WastingAsparagus · Sep 21, 2020 at 10:07 PM

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217 Fun Things to Do When You Are Bored (Ideas for 2020!)

This is actually a smart list. The person that made this is aware and has a mind - It's not mindless crap.

I saw that the list has Kindle Unlimited on there, now I am deciding whether to buy it or not, haha.

Hmmmm.

I do like reading...

bpcyclist · Sep 22, 2020 at 06:35 AM

Been up all night with Albert watching happy Christian movies that make me feel good. He parties all night and sleeps all day.

Hugs!!

12AM · Sep 22, 2020 at 06:52 AM

Too depressed to continue painting today but I will force myself. I’ve been procrastinating it for hours now.

WastingAsparagus · Sep 22, 2020 at 09:54 AM

Does anyone else feel just ghastly in the morning from meds? I feel like it's from the Zyprexa which is ironically the med which is probably helping me the most.

It's like I'm stable but my moods have been ironed out to such a degree that I can't function or do anything in the morning. I really don't like feeling this way.

12AM · Sep 22, 2020 at 10:39 AM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

Does anyone else feel just ghastly in the morning from meds? I feel like it's from the Zyprexa which is ironically the med which is probably helping me the most.

It's like I'm stable but my moods have been ironed out to such a degree that I can't function or do anything in the morning. I really don't like feeling this way.

Zyprexa did this to me, it faded away after a while though. But for me it took months to fade.

Blue_Bird · Sep 22, 2020 at 11:07 AM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

Does anyone else feel just ghastly in the morning from meds? I feel like it's from the Zyprexa which is ironically the med which is probably helping me the most.

It's like I'm stable but my moods have been ironed out to such a degree that I can't function or do anything in the morning. I really don't like feeling this way.

I kinda feel similar to that and for me I think it's the thorazine. I used to be such a morning person. Now when I wake up I just lay there zoned out for a long time, I'm so unproductive.

Blue_Bird · Sep 22, 2020 at 11:22 AM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

217 Fun Things to Do When You Are Bored (Ideas for 2020!)

This is actually a smart list. The person that made this is aware and has a mind - It's not mindless crap.

Thanks for this

Blue_Bird · Sep 22, 2020 at 11:23 AM

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Originally Posted by bpcyclist

Been up all night with Albert watching happy Christian movies that make me feel good. He parties all night and sleeps all day.

Hugs!!

That sounds nice

Blue_Bird · Sep 22, 2020 at 12:01 PM

Doing a 30 day no desserts/candy challenge

Desoxyn · Sep 22, 2020 at 01:19 PM

Got injection. Sunny day. Feeling good.

SlumberKitty · Sep 22, 2020 at 02:15 PM

Happy first day of Fall everyone! Where I live fall is like 2 weeks long (hasn't started yet--we are still in Summer Temps) and then it snaps cold to Winter. I love Fall though. The crispness of the air. Wearing scarves and beanies. Etc. We usually get two weeks in October when it is fall like weather. Hoping it comes early this year because of the dang fires that are raging in CA and across the west. Cooler temps would help. So would rain. Anyone feel like doing a rain dance with me?

Desoxyn · Sep 22, 2020 at 04:07 PM

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And people keep putting me down and criticizing small details in my ability to try. It just makes me want to give up. I never knew that there was this realm outside of sleeping all day - No one criticized me then. Why now? I could easily just not care and be no one - But my strive is to be better and be happy - Because I sure as hell was depressed for many years.

“There is only one way to avoid criticism: do nothing, say nothing, and be nothing.” – Aristotle

newtus · Sep 22, 2020 at 04:36 PM

Oook, whoo! *wipes forehead*

Finished turning in all my documents to financial aid. I think that’s it. And because I learned that the philosophy major doesn’t offer enough credits, I was gonna do journalism as a minor. And then I’m like, ugh this just doesn’t make sense to have journalism as a minor and philosophy as a major...
...so I reversed them.

It just doesn’t make sense as much as I want to do philosophy as a major. It doesn’t even have enough credits to satisfy the amount of graduation credits I need anyway. Only has half. Maybe it really is only meant as a minor.

SlumberKitty · Sep 22, 2020 at 04:39 PM

Sounds Good newtus! You have a plan!

SlumberKitty · Sep 22, 2020 at 04:39 PM

I think journalism will be a good major for you because you do a lot of mental health writing!

Blue_Bird · Sep 22, 2020 at 04:54 PM

I want to have my sister over but I'm afraid she'll judge my apartment on it's cleanliness

I'm always paranoid about my apartment, I'm not sure why

SlumberKitty · Sep 22, 2020 at 05:01 PM

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I want to have my sister over but I'm afraid she'll judge my apartment on it's cleanliness

I'm always paranoid about my apartment, I'm not sure why

Awe, Blue_Bird, I'm sure your sister would love to visit with you and I'm sure she won't be judging your apartment. I think it's cleaner than you know!

SlumberKitty · Sep 22, 2020 at 05:13 PM

I used to love to read. Now it is hard for me to read. Ever since I have been on an AP. I don't know if it is anhedonia or a side effect of the medication or what. I still read, just not as much. And most of my reading is made up of reading the Bible for various Bible studies I am in/or am completing. I need to try reading a book again for fun but it's so hard. I did recently read a book called In the Middle of the Mess or something like that, in two days so I know that I can do it, but I tried again with another book by the same author and didn't have the same success. I'm still working my way through it. Now and again.

Desoxyn · Sep 22, 2020 at 05:30 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

I used to love to read. Now it is hard for me to read. Ever since I have been on an AP. I don't know if it is anhedonia or a side effect of the medication or what. I still read, just not as much. And most of my reading is made up of reading the Bible for various Bible studies I am in/or am completing. I need to try reading a book again for fun but it's so hard. I did recently read a book called In the Middle of the Mess or something like that, in two days so I know that I can do it, but I tried again with another book by the same author and didn't have the same success. I'm still working my way through it. Now and again.

I was reading 5 times slower yesterday on weed. The Vyvanse so far allows me to relax my mind and focus enough to read but I always feel like I need something to relax (Like a benzo) so I can physically lie on the couch and read.

I was never much of a reader when I was a kid. When I had to read a novel, I'd read it in a few hours or days just to get it done and over with - But I wouldn't read for fun.

Erti · Sep 22, 2020 at 05:38 PM

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bpcyclist Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: Portland Posts: 12,681 (SuperPoster!) 4 40.2k hugs given	Sep 22, 2020 at 06:35 AM #102 Been up all night with Albert watching happy Christian movies that make me feel good. He parties all night and sleeps all day. Hugs!! __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,741 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Sep 22, 2020 at 12:01 PM #109 Doing a 30 day no desserts/candy challenge __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Sep 22, 2020 at 01:19 PM #110 Got injection. Sunny day. Feeling good.
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Sep 22, 2020 at 04:39 PM #114 Sounds Good newtus! You have a plan! __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Sep 22, 2020 at 04:39 PM #115 I think journalism will be a good major for you because you do a lot of mental health writing! __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,741 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Sep 22, 2020 at 04:54 PM #116 I want to have my sister over but I'm afraid she'll judge my apartment on it's cleanliness I'm always paranoid about my apartment, I'm not sure why __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Erti Princess Tutu Member Since Jun 2011 Location: Nowhere Posts: 7,912 12 2,894 hugs given	Sep 22, 2020 at 05:38 PM #120 Meowijuana - A Catnip Company Meowijuana,, it is what you think it is... lmao
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