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Default Sep 26, 2020 at 02:43 PM
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Sensitivity to dairy in general?


I think so Roll Call 175 sucks. I shoulda just bought almond milk. But there’s so much in the past few years I can’t eat anymore. Spicy stuff, red meat, etc lots more I can’t think of right now (I just awoke from a nap).

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Where’s SP lately? Playing animal crossing? Busy with school/work?


I literally was just about to mention her. Yea she’s in switch all the time and then work/school too. She says between all that she doesn’t have time to get on here.

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Are you able to confront some of the trauma head on? If you aren’t putting it to the back of your mind, I would think you are handling it better! Roll Call 175
Yeah I think I confront it head on. Doing some physical activity continuously is what I have been doing lately that I didn’t do in the past. I think this is what helped me. I used to be too depressed therefore feeling lethargic all the time. But now not anymore. Like in 7 days I only feel tired for 2 days.

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Yeah I think I confront it head on. Doing some physical activity continuously is what I have been doing lately that I didn’t do in the past. I think this is what helped me. I used to be too depressed therefore feeling lethargic all the time. But now that anymore. Like in 7 days I only feel tired for 2 days.


Oh wow maybe I should do something like that!

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Default Sep 26, 2020 at 02:49 PM
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I think so Roll Call 175 sucks. I shoulda just bought almond milk. But there’s so much in the past few years I can’t eat anymore. Spicy stuff, red meat, etc lots more I can’t think of right now (I just awoke from a nap).
Yeah it sucks but I think you really need to restrict yourself from certain food. But you’re good with cooking, just need to find some good recipes that’s safe for your stomach

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Where’s SP lately? Playing animal crossing? Busy with school/work?

Pc was down yesterday....then I spent four hours at the dmv today....just generally busy.....on the plus side, fajitas for dinner.

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Pc was down yesterday....then I spent four hours at the dmv today....just generally busy.....on the plus side, fajitas for dinner.
Ah I see. Enjoy your fajitas!

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Pc was down yesterday....then I spent four hours at the dmv today....just generally busy.....on the plus side, fajitas for dinner.


Fajita fajita! Ay yi yiiiii! Roll Call 175Roll Call 175Roll Call 175

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Feeling sad and alone
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Same... lets feel sad and alone together <3
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I am sorry, guys. You are not alone. We love you.

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Life is good today. I talked to a friend earlier on WhatsApp. That was cool.

I am listening to music now.

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I'm looking at my notes from exactly around a year ago. Holy ****!! How did I manage to have so much ADHD and mania? The phenibut maybe.. It was right after I finished the 3-4 month self ketamine treatment.

It lead to no where though. I'm not doing much anymore. I think cuz people have put me down and I'm not on those dissociatives anymore.

I can't take most drugs anymore because they cause depersonalization/derealization.

I bought sarcosine and NAC to see if it will help with negative symptoms.

I'm going to try and look over these notes and make goals from like 10% of what I was trying to accomplish for next week.
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@Erti Artemis and Luna!

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Still having flashbacks. They keep coming like movie scenes. Still have no negative emotions. It just feels like watching movies really.

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I drew it for a friend... it was a hit. LOL but not my best work... lmao
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I drew it for a friend... it was a hit. LOL but not my best work... lmao
It still looks nice I used to watch Sailormoon religiously. Minako was a bit like me.

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It still looks nice I used to watch Sailormoon religiously. Minako was a bit like me.
I watched an episode or two... never was able to watch more. However... I have a monopoly game that's sailor moon and such.
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With cps and what's going on with the friends i live with... I don't want to tell my mom because she'll try to make me come home to her. I'm having a "I want my mommy" moment.
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