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Default Oct 23, 2020 at 09:29 PM
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For whatever reason, I'm always depressed at night.


I am too idk why

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tempted to ask my doc about long acting injectables


They are good but I’m scared to not have control of my medicine. Not to if I want to take it or not but rather I have so many side effects from meds that I’d be scared that something is stuck in my body permanently for a month and I can’t stop the side effects. That’s what scares me.

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Default Oct 23, 2020 at 09:30 PM
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I'm on a "I miss my mommy" fit right now.
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Default Oct 23, 2020 at 09:30 PM
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I was going to ask if you were paranoid because when I was (Years ago), I felt and saw "bugs" under my skin and they'd electrocute my back. Idk if I was on anything at the time.


It feels absurd that that's a memory of mine.


You should try the "MyTherapy" med reminder app. It works really well for me.


I didn’t even think about that. I wonder if it’s a tactile hallucination. Idk. The electric shock I mean.

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Default Oct 23, 2020 at 09:32 PM
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I actually got angry at my dad and I felt extremely guilty, today. I called back and apologized. The anger was so minor that he didn’t know I was angry. But just that little inflection in anger made me incredibly guilty. He didn’t even notice it tho it was so minor.

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Default Oct 24, 2020 at 09:08 AM
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Having a panic attack

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Default Oct 24, 2020 at 10:45 AM
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I didn’t even think about that. I wonder if it’s a tactile hallucination. Idk. The electric shock I mean.

I had electric shocks as a tactile.....

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Default Oct 24, 2020 at 11:17 AM
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I have to be honest with y’all

I haven’t been well again

I’ve missed my meds from time to time last month. Like legitimately missed. Idk how I go from routinely taking it to forgetting 1 day and then forgetting other, different, days too. I suspect when fiancé’s friend came to stay for 2 nights it threw me off my routine and I’ve forgotten some days here and there since then... which probably made me sick., again.

I can’t leave my house anymore. I physically am Afraid to. And my paranoia is extremely high snd I’ve been somewhat having delusions off and on and a lot of hallucinations.

Depression and very severe anxiety too
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Newtus, just load Medisafe on your phone and it will beep at you every time we need to take our medicine. It helps. Please.

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@newtus and @Sometimes psychotic I'll get a 3 month membership next month, I can afford that along with the Pokemon expansion pass
Yay bluebird!

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For whatever reason, I'm always depressed at night.
When? What time do you go to bed?

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I'm on a "I miss my mommy" fit right now.
Me, too.

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Default Oct 24, 2020 at 11:23 AM
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Default Oct 24, 2020 at 11:32 AM
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I feel like my apartment is a wreck because of the depression I was feeling for awhile (not cleaning or anything like that for awhile) now it's just extremely overwhelming

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I didn't get enough sleep last night. Only 4 hours 6 minutes according to my fitbit. Maybe that's messing with me

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When? What time do you go to bed?
Just after dinner. I go to bed around 10-11 pm at the latest.

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Default Oct 24, 2020 at 01:20 PM
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My apt is a wreck too

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Default Oct 24, 2020 at 01:22 PM
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Omg...

I just opened my medicine box and I haven’t taken it for 2 days. I could’ve sworn up and down that I took it past 2 days.... so weird

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I didn't go to work today cuz my mom is being tested for COVID. So I just slept in. I've been sleeping 14 hours a day these past 2 weeks.
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I messed up my painting today 😢 Was about to paint a couple but I accidentally painted an antenna to the guy. It looks like she’s dating an alien 😂 Then I tried to fix it but failed because it messed up with the background. Oh well at least I picked up the brushes today.

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