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Over the years I have noticed a clear distinct pattern of almost actual behaviour to the nature of hearing voices, as though in real-time conversations with a person or persons.
I would love to hear from anyone who has or can relate to these observations as in a relative model. In order to make it more digestible, I will list them as follows. 1) They (voices) use tactics to make you respond to them, as they(voices) are looking for a reaction or some kind of response, in order to form a type of repeatable trigger, the idea is to use anything they (voices) can use to get you to engage within the conversation, it could be flattery, humouring you, or mostly using invasive insults directed at you. What stands out is the need for you to feed them with your acknowledgement or attention. 2)The use of negative psychological tactics like Bait & Switch, procuring a trigger or anchoring you to a word or phrase in order to torture you with said stimulus. This is known as anchoring. 3) They at times when grouped together use sort of Phishing tricks in order to extract information, emotionally groom you or try to psychological blackmail you, once successfully phishing you for weakness within your character, also even more noticeable is that combined the 'voices' have the characteristics of a sociopath. They will constantly goad and taunt you 24/7 even when in the bathroom, it's like being tied to a sex offender as they will use you as a common street drug. 4) The rate of volume differentiates between loud group mobbing's, to the single whispering of one voice reminiscent of a game of charades, whereby you have to finish off the last word or guess what they referring to. 5) The use of uncommon language or unknown vocabulary within the context of what's said by the voices, you would have to lock up the intended reference or veiled suggestion. 6)They are more frequent at night time when trying to sleep, also this can be accompanied by a feeling of lightness of your head like if drunk the night before, as well as a momentary blue flash of light like a spotlight or street light shone directly at you, are about to nod off. You notice out the corner of your eye. 7)The voices can comment on real-time events and things that you are doing, which makes you think you're being covertly filmed or spied upon. via bugs or hidden camera's. Mimicking abusive trends like Molka. 8) It always responses back to your inner speech or what's termed as sub-vocalisation or silent speech. This offend gets confused with actual thoughts a person is having, as most real cognitive thoughts are non-vocal, like moving your arm or moving your head from side to side. 9) There seems to be an ear or side of your head that is more broadcast-able, with me it's my left Ear. 10) They stop the harassment/broadcast when you take the meds.( Rohypnol) 11) The experience can include momentary Tinnitus which sounds like a very tonal high pitched tone, like what you hear when attending a hearing test at Hospital Audio-gram machine. 12) Some times the voices are 24/7 and last for a number of years and at other times it's reduced to none at all. 13) By its nature it mimics trolling culture and Twitter storms, also Snap-chat witch hunts mobbing campaigns. 14) They 'Voices' try to turn you into their plaything or play cat & mouse with you, by use of power and control manipulation mind games. They want you to be a controlled victim or abuse plaything. |
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I thought this post would have garnered more of a response, if not to dissect what or how the experience of hearing 'voices' or being subject to self-talk live streaming actually comes across in our actual thoughts of what's happening.
I'd thought this would be the main focus as that's why most of us are here in the first place. |
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I only hear voices occasionally. Most of my hallucinations are visual.
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Hi, Hope all is well TBH the only visual hallucinations I receive are street 'triggering' attempts upon the pavement.
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This morning I had visuals of people in white flowing robes. Usually I have visuals of people in grey flowing robes. Not sure why the color change. They seem benign. Some of my visuals are scary. Like the ones who carry bats and clubs. But these ones seem to be neutral.
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Thank you for taking the time to respond as it's a brave step to talk about things that are at times hard on us. I can tell through your descriptions that you know what I mean by certain aspects of this experience. I think that we have many similarities within our combined experiences of what it is to hear 'voices'. As they seem to follow a set of detailed patterns, and set outcomes. Also, within these times there are more informed explanations of what may be occurring within our lives, as new discoveries and outlooks change. Have you read some of my other posts and can you relate to any of the relevant points? Once again I thank you for taking the time to comment upon this post. |
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I’ve read some in schizophrenia. Are you active in other places here?
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I get inner voices that constantly interrupt my thinking. The worse/more often they talk the more I engage with them. They usually either say harmful things or completely random and silly things. I also get a high pitched tinnitus thing from time to time as well. Meds make it quiet.
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Could I ask if you have any public swarming when walking about in open spaces, or have a smear campaign running behind your back, or the experience of broadcasting or live streaming your private self-talk or responses towards the 'voices' themselves. Gang Stalking is very common now days as well as being a very misunderstood topic with regards to Schizophrenia or hearing voices. |
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I’m alone more than not because my family won’t accept schizophrenia or depression. I think when we’re alone our symptoms can be different than when we’re having symptoms with people around. I get that with the tv and radio too. Your #1 for me is : I hear “the voices” and the meaning of the words to me can spark my tactiles, especially when I’m feeling down or sick..usually negative tactiles when I feel like s$it. I’ve watched YouTube videos that people make not correct information videos about schizophrenia that would hurt schizophrenics. Not what the titles say but if you really listen, I can hear how they really are on the other side of caring about us and is quite the opposite side of the spectrum, they can get away with it because it’s a personal view. I have family blackmail happening to me. They don’t want to answer for how they mishandled my situations and actually blame the victim. #5 I lose my place sometimes and I feel like it’s because of the voices but it might be because I’m human and do forget but I can fight with my voices to recover the memory but I really have to fight them.. #7 that’s probably where the Truman show delusion stems from. #9 held a cup up to my ear when I heard a voice coming from the front left corner of room but couldn’t hear it when the cup was directing my hearing in a different direction. #11 I’ve been hearing something different than the tinnitus I heard before my diagnosis. Humming loud. Hate It. #14 my family makes me feel like that because they don’t let me speak about my illness. I have been thinking about myself as the family dog and not on their level because they wouldn’t do anything at all. |
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Well, I must say, you're dealing with a lot here, and thank you for taking the brave step to speak about what you are experiencing within your life. I fully understand everything that you are describing upon this page, as I am a TI too. Please feel free to personally message me at any time, as I can go into more detail with regards to recognizing distinct patterns of your experiences. For the moment what I found very insightful and enabling was one, to know that my view of what was happening to me was true, real, and of evil intention. (With regards to my own view of these types of planned co-ordinated events, they are of a sociopathic revengeful mindset, are very exploitative towards the victim, and are differently serious Human Rights abuses. ( Nils Melzer Cyber Torture Report ) Gaslighting within the home is a form of domestic violence, and should not be left unaddressed. As a lot of Gaslighting and Hoodwinking will be employed in order to isolate you and destabilize you, so at least they are hoping for you to have an emotional outburst, or to become further isolated and affected as that makes you easier to be slyly manipulated or what's known as handled. Also, it may be worthwhile if you relocated as you will be sitting in a floating box, and people would know your location. What I can read within your testimony is you are being triggered and anchored to words or every object's in order for the 'voices' to form a trauma bond, so that the abuse will be more easier to achieve upon their side, as they are lazy ****ers, and just want to chew upon your responses. Learning about NLP, Psychological warfare, Trauma Bonding, PTSD is a huge benefit as they will be very adaptable to your situation as a TI, any advantage you can gain while being mobbed up upon would greatly lessen your chances of becoming entrapped. Try not to give a response or acknowledgment to the various 'games' that these strange people display slyly. As that's their reward, think of it as you are a bag of Coke, they will basically abuse you like a common street drug. If you need any more words please contact me, take care. |
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Do not be fooled by Psychological Warfare Torture,Coward Modern Day Peeping Tom Overt & Covert Ops ! - YouTube THIS IS WELL WORTH YOUR REGARDS!
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This then leads to more mobbing and blackmail attempts by the lynch mob (trunk radio lynch mob) as a term I refer to mine as. |
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When I m alone with my voices I talk to myself out loud a lot. It starts to become unmanageable.
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[Hi Shane G
I appreciated reading about your experience with voices. My daughter hears voices also, and although she's not able to explain to me as well as you have, from my observations of her it sounds as though her experiences are similar. She is not taking medications, but I wanted to ask your own experience with medications if I could? I'm hoping I can help her to recognize that meds might make her voices less intense and intrusive, if that's the case. Thank you for sharing! |
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Thank you for reaching out and I am sorry that your Daughter is subject to this affliction, as I view that very experience of hearing voices as one. I understand what you are saying and TBH I would say it's a bit like offering you a choice, the old cliche of Blue pill vs the Red pill at this present moment in time. One will possibly be less hard to learn to co-exist with and may reduce your Daughters basic symptoms of being harassed by 'Voices' ( would any of my accounts or observations ring true) The only downside is she will sufferer from side effects, and have to be compliant with the service's agenda. It would not tell the Doctor about the 'voices' and get treatment for the Anxiety and PTSD caused by these experiences, also the drugs will be less toxic towards your Daughter's healthy in the long term. Or the other possible situation is like my you except and witness upon a daily basis being whats termed online as Gang stalked, Cyber Torture ( this refers to the transmission of EMF or WI FI based communication wireless networks) and read up on the topic and all ways trust your GUT, as soon as I deny that very natural resource fall foul to various entrapments along with a boring mundane existence. As the general public expectance of the possible realities of being tagged, via Voices or via smear campaigns or by ostracism, or workplace mobbing, doxxing, lost of normal privacy rights, also you will be or perceive some kind of monitoring being conducted 24/7 like if you were of interest to some Government organization. So, I would STRONGLY advise taking the less hostile route as you will be less troubled by this thing. If you want to PM feel free as I will help with whatever limited way I can. P.S Sorry for the mistypes within this message as it's my typing and some hack on the computer. Last edited by bluekoi; Dec 05, 2020 at 07:47 PM.. Reason: Add PS |
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