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newtus · Dec 04, 2020 at 12:49 PM

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Instacart inflates prices on everything...it’s not weird at all....I saw one the other day called anycart that doesn’t price gauge supposedly but it’s only whole food right now.

I figured they inflated but I didn’t know so I thought it was weird. Makes sense. But now I know why I buy like 7 items and it’s 100 dollars. We are tight on cash as it is, as far as having a rounded budget.

newtus · Dec 04, 2020 at 12:50 PM

Someone please tell me why I’m playing 3 MMORPGs at once.

RIP real life 🥲

I do wish I had someone to game with that I knew. Besides fiancé but we don’t even play the same games. I sold my Xbox.

Blue_Bird · Dec 04, 2020 at 12:52 PM

Why are the little debbie Christmas tree cakes better than the original zebra cakes. Like they're the same thing and both are really good but somehow having them shaped like a Christmas tree and decorated makes them taste even better

newtus · Dec 04, 2020 at 12:54 PM

Christmas is once a year. Zebras are here everyday.

newtus · Dec 04, 2020 at 12:55 PM

My abdomen hurts and idk why. It’s weird. Not painful but like I pulled a muscle or something. So it hurts when I move.

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 04, 2020 at 01:01 PM

Ok so powdered smoothies are kinda disgusting....I even added honey......

newtus · Dec 04, 2020 at 01:03 PM

Abdomen hurts. No period. No pregnancy.

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 04, 2020 at 01:09 PM

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Abdomen hurts. No period. No pregnancy.

Unless it’s excruciating then don’t worry about it.....

newtus · Dec 04, 2020 at 01:12 PM

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Unless it’s excruciating then don’t worry about it.....

It’s not. I think I pulled a muscle.

But here comes the anxiety and wondering if I’m gonna die fears.

Desoxyn · Dec 04, 2020 at 02:42 PM

Been struggling with motivation lately. I had a 10 minute nap in 24 hours which is enough for now.

Tomorrow I'll work.

I believe I can accomplish my dreams.. but I need.. idk..

Blue_Bird · Dec 04, 2020 at 03:14 PM

I'm gonna start bringing snacks with me in my purse anytime I go anywhere. I'm too scared of ending up with low blood sugar again

Blue_Bird · Dec 04, 2020 at 04:44 PM

I learned how to play twinkle twinkle on my ukulele, so I posted a video of me playing on Facebook. My video quality is terrible, oh well, my computers camera isn't good

Blue_Bird · Dec 04, 2020 at 05:14 PM

Maybe once I have practiced continually for a year, I'll invest in a MacBook air, since I need a new laptop anyway and they also have much better camera/video capabilities, so I can record myself and put songs I learn up on Facebook

SlumberKitty · Dec 04, 2020 at 05:18 PM

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Maybe once I have practiced continually for a year, I'll invest in a MacBook air, since I need a new laptop anyway and they also have much better camera/video capabilities, so I can record myself and put songs I learn up on Facebook

What a great goal, and what a good incentive to practice! I wish my parents would have given me a computer if I would have practiced the piano. I did practice but I wasn't very good at the piano.

Blue_Bird · Dec 04, 2020 at 06:27 PM

I’m gonna try to face my agoraphobia tomorrow and take a long walk. I’ll post how it goes.

newtus · Dec 04, 2020 at 08:34 PM

Took a nap

newtus · Dec 04, 2020 at 08:52 PM

I think I’m sleeping way too much. Like off and on all day and night . Ever since my AP dose was raised when I was getting sicker, when Covid hit, I sleep ALL the time. It’s impossible to stay awake all day.

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 04, 2020 at 08:54 PM

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I think I’m sleeping way too much. Like off and on all day and night . Ever since my AP dose was raised when I was getting sicker, when Covid hit, I sleep ALL the time. It’s impossible to stay awake all day.

If you deal with covid anxiety in therapy maybe you could reduce?

newtus · Dec 04, 2020 at 09:02 PM

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If you deal with covid anxiety in therapy maybe you could reduce?

Thing is, I really can’t afford therapy right now. I haven’t seen her last month and won’t be able to this month either. It really really sucks. She’s the best therapist I’ve had but it’s hard to fit 70 dollars into my budget every 2 weeks and once a month is definitely not enough.

This all is tied to other things as well. I am having the hardest time running my business all by myself, in general, because it’s expanding, but especially when I sleep so much. I sleep all day and then end up working into the night on my business. But it didn’t start out that way. It began with this med dose raise.

I was just telling Door2015 that I really need a lot of help with all the stuff I’m actively doing in my life. My business, my social media (because I’ve become a legitimate micro-influencer), my working on my blog, books, and spoken word poetry on the music networks, my second blog which I have partially given up on, utilizing secondary writing websites, the list literally goes on.

Plus trying to budget, grocery shop, clean, etc. At this point I’m wondering if a baby is even plausible to have. And also wondering where can I get help. I need like a secondary person to help me manage all of this. I’m not even writing anymore, I’m just marketing my business and whatnot.

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 04, 2020 at 09:07 PM

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Thing is, I really can’t afford therapy right now. I haven’t seen her last month and won’t be able to this month either. It really really sucks. She’s the best therapist I’ve had but it’s hard to fit 70 dollars into my budget every 2 weeks and once a month is definitely not enough.

This all is tied to other things as well. I am having the hardest time running my business all by myself, in general, because it’s expanding, but especially when I sleep so much. I sleep all day and then end up working into the night on my business. But it didn’t start out that way. It began with this med dose raise.

I was just telling Door2015 that I really need a lot of help with all the stuff I’m actively doing in my life. My business, my social media (because I’ve become a legitimate micro-influencer), my working on my blog, books, and spoken word poetry on the music networks, my second blog which I have partially given up on, utilizing secondary writing websites, the list literally goes on.

Plus trying to budget, grocery shop, clean, etc. At this point I’m wondering if a baby is even plausible to have. And also wondering where can I get help. I need like a secondary person to help me manage all of this. I’m not even writing anymore, I’m just marketing my business and whatnot.

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Dec 04, 2020 at 12:54 PM #264 Christmas is once a year. Zebras are here everyday. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Dec 04, 2020 at 12:55 PM #265 My abdomen hurts and idk why. It’s weird. Not painful but like I pulled a muscle or something. So it hurts when I move. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Sometimes psychotic Legendary Wise Elder Member Since May 2013 Location: Chicago Posts: 26,409 (SuperPoster!) 10 22.8k hugs given	Dec 04, 2020 at 01:01 PM #266 Ok so powdered smoothies are kinda disgusting....I even added honey...... __________________ Hugs!
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Dec 04, 2020 at 01:03 PM #267 Abdomen hurts. No period. No pregnancy. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Dec 04, 2020 at 02:42 PM #270 Been struggling with motivation lately. I had a 10 minute nap in 24 hours which is enough for now. Tomorrow I'll work. I believe I can accomplish my dreams.. but I need.. idk..
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Dec 04, 2020 at 03:14 PM #271 I'm gonna start bringing snacks with me in my purse anytime I go anywhere. I'm too scared of ending up with low blood sugar again __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Dec 04, 2020 at 06:27 PM #275 I’m gonna try to face my agoraphobia tomorrow and take a long walk. I’ll post how it goes. __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Dec 04, 2020 at 08:34 PM #276 Took a nap __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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