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Default Nov 22, 2020 at 04:38 PM
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It's been a whole week since I last had a panic attack!!

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I am just extremely bored today. I don't know why, but on Sundays I am always bored.

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It's been a whole week since I last had a panic attack!!
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Default Nov 22, 2020 at 06:03 PM
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Dinner was that horrible chili. I couldn't eat any of it. I used to love it, but somehow here I hate it and tonight I couldn't touch it. It smelled revolting too. I have lots of Jif-to-go so I'll have one or two servings of that.

There's a lot of tension here today. The nurses are terrible. Instead of putting my meds and water on my table, they hand them to me while I'm lying down, and need both hands free to sit up. These nurses are painfully dumb. The same ones night after night after night.
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Dinner was that horrible chili. I couldn't eat any of it. I used to love it, but somehow here I hate it and tonight I couldn't touch it. It smelled revolting too. I have lots of Jif-to-go so I'll have one or two servings of that.

There's a lot of tension here today. The nurses are terrible. Instead of putting my meds and water on my table, they hand them to me while I'm lying down, and need both hands free to sit up. These nurses are painfully dumb. The same ones night after night after night.
Sorry your nurses are bad Did you ever order that takeout you were saying you were gonna get? Unless I'm thinking of someone else, can't recall exactly

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Default Nov 22, 2020 at 08:43 PM
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I want to learn how to make a bunch of new desserts because cooking is relaxing but I don't want to gain all the weight from eating everything

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Default Nov 22, 2020 at 08:43 PM
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Looks like I can't use ketamine because it induces psychosis for me.

My mom flushed it and also the psilocybin.
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I'm really depressed. I care about nothing.

But I'm going to keep trying...
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I'm going to plan my life.. As much as I hate the word "goals", I'll try and make them. I remember a counsellor quit her job because of me because I was a real challenge.. I couldn't make goals..

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It's weird... I don't see myself as "seriously ill"... I don't think I'm ill at all. My "delusions" and "hallucinations" are real. I live with this every day. It's like a horror video game simulation sometimes. Sometimes everything is bright and vibrant like the earth is being slowly sucked into the sun.
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Sorry your nurses are bad Did you ever order that takeout you were saying you were gonna get? Unless I'm thinking of someone else, can't recall exactly
Not yet! I keep thinking I'll do it "tomorrow". Today I thought I'd do it "today" until I heard the announcement that kielbasa is for dinner, which is one of the few things I like here, so maybe I won't order in today. Unless a small pizza is actually small. On Friday we (all the residents) got KFC take out and it took me until yesterday to start feeling hungry again. So... I don't know.

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Not yet! I keep thinking I'll do it "tomorrow". Today I thought I'd do it "today" until I heard the announcement that kielbasa is for dinner, which is one of the few things I like here, so maybe I won't order in today. Unless a small pizza is actually small. On Friday we (all the residents) got KFC take out and it took me until yesterday to start feeling hungry again. So... I don't know.

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That's awesome, KFC is great!

I'm doing good, got my turkey basket today. They always throw in a few random items in there in addition to the turkey and all the sides which is cool. So I also got some pancake/waffle mix, apples, pudding mix, spaghetti and a can of sauce, a jar of peanut butter, some apple sauce, some canned fruit, and a couple cans of soup.

I needed to go to CVS today to pick up my meds but don't feel up to it so I'm gonna go tomorrow. It's cold and rainy today, I prefer to just stay in listening to Christmas music and reading

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I have an interview tomorrow for a different position within the company. Hopefully it goes well and I get it.
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Hi everyone! How's everyone today?

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I'm okay. I'm at work but I wish I was at home. I'm bored though.


I got my Christmas cards written out. Dad is going to mail them today. I am sending out 50 this year which is more than usual because usually I pass out the ones at Church and this year I have to mail them.


I helped my parents with their cards. I ghost wrote their Christmas letter like usual. Then I addressed the envelopes so my Mom only had to fill out the inside of the cards and stuff them. I even licked and stamped them for her!


I got about 10 presents wrapped. I need to wrap more but I don't want to because my cats enjoy laying under the tree!

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That's awesome, KFC is great!


I'm doing good, got my turkey basket today. They always throw in a few random items in there in addition to the turkey and all the sides which is cool. So I also got some pancake/waffle mix, apples, pudding mix, spaghetti and a can of sauce, a jar of peanut butter, some apple sauce, some canned fruit, and a couple cans of soup.


I needed to go to CVS today to pick up my meds but don't feel up to it so I'm gonna go tomorrow. It's cold and rainy today, I prefer to just stay in listening to Christmas music and reading


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That sounds nice, it's raining here too, it was really pouring at the vape break. Your turkey basket sounds wonderful! I don't know if the food here will be good. Two years ago it was really good, but last year it wasn't good at all. We shall see.
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