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#461
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It will be worse if you increase.....benzos are a nightmare for withdrawal so if you manage to get off then stay off. __________________ Hugs! |
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#462
I may chew this gum called Respawn by the gaming brand Razer. It’s for mental enhancement and clarity.
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#463
I think I'm gonna try tapering myself off the antipsychotics. I'm noticing the tardive dyskinesia come back.
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#464
I’m so depressed lately.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#466
Morning. Today is my birthday. Here’s my birthday cake.
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#468
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#469
Happy birthday! =]
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#470
Happy birthday 12am!!
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#471
I'm trying to transition back to eating all solid food for all three meals a day. I just got the last of my orders of ensure. So I'll slowly taper myself off that and onto regular food. I'd like to be able to cook again and enjoy different meals. I'm working on getting over my fear of choking.
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#472
Thanks guys ❤️
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#473
I lost mah job! Boss will call me with they open up again when covid restrictions are lifted.
Been struggling with motivation to even talk atm. Might take phenibut + vyvanse tomorrow and have a really good productive day =] |
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#475
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#476
I have a horrible cough. It doesn't let me sleep and probably my roommates too. I wish it would go away.
I guess I will have my 16.9 oz Coke, and then I can have sugar free drinks in the bottle. |
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#477
Or I could make a 25oz koolaid with sugar. That would conserve my bottle of Coke. All I have to do is open a new jar of grape koolaid.
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#478
I could go for a Big Mac right about now, with fries and a Coke.
Or tacos, those would be good too __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#479
Since you're all on antipsychotics and like dopaminergic hits,
I was gonna treat myself with phenibut-stimulant tomorrow after I get a good sleep tonight and be productive etc, I took them today. So they just have to kick in. I've been feeling really unmotivated today even. I went to bed early to avoid life and I couldn't sleep because of possible phenibut withdrawal... So I took 3x 1/2 zopiclone, 2x 1/2 clonazepam and one alprazolam. I can't keep doing this. I wish there was something prescribed that my psychiatrist or doctor could prescribe for me long term (2-5 years) to increase focus and mood. That's why I might try microdosing psychedelic. It has negative side effects though such as depersonalization, worsening of OCD and anxiety, uncomfortable physical irritability etc.. So I'm gonna talk about all of this stuff when I see my psychiatrist on the 21st. He's a really good psychiatrist - Best I've ever met. He's the one that prescribed olanzepine which killed my DP/DP HPPD dissociative psychedelic flashback panic attacks... For now I'm gonna write 2-4 things to do today with breaks and attempt to complete - Now that I'm in a better mood. |
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#480
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