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Default Dec 11, 2020 at 06:25 PM
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I haven't tried ACT therapy, but I have a book on it. It's called "The Happiness Trap" and if I remember right it deals with some of that stuff. I should pull it out again. I am having trouble getting off of Klonopin 0.25 mg, which theoretically shouldn't be that hard. But it is. I keep wanting to go back on it because I feel uncomfortable with the withdrawal symptoms. What keeps happening is that I get really irritable when I go off of Klonopin and I can't take it.

It will be worse if you increase.....benzos are a nightmare for withdrawal so if you manage to get off then stay off.

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Default Dec 11, 2020 at 06:28 PM
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I may chew this gum called Respawn by the gaming brand Razer. It’s for mental enhancement and clarity.

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Default Dec 11, 2020 at 07:10 PM
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I think I'm gonna try tapering myself off the antipsychotics. I'm noticing the tardive dyskinesia come back.

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Default Dec 11, 2020 at 07:24 PM
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I’m so depressed lately.

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I’m so depressed lately.
Enjoy as much Christmas as you can...it can help.....

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Default Dec 12, 2020 at 06:44 AM
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Morning. Today is my birthday. Here’s my birthday cake.

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Default Dec 12, 2020 at 06:49 AM
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Morning. Today is my birthday. Here’s my birthday cake.


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Happy birthday! =]
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Default Dec 12, 2020 at 12:19 PM
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Happy birthday 12am!!

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Default Dec 12, 2020 at 12:25 PM
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I'm trying to transition back to eating all solid food for all three meals a day. I just got the last of my orders of ensure. So I'll slowly taper myself off that and onto regular food. I'd like to be able to cook again and enjoy different meals. I'm working on getting over my fear of choking.

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Default Dec 12, 2020 at 01:13 PM
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I lost mah job! Boss will call me with they open up again when covid restrictions are lifted.

Been struggling with motivation to even talk atm. Might take phenibut + vyvanse tomorrow and have a really good productive day =]
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Thanks Ang

If went fine. At the least the routine procedure did, anyway.
That's good. I haven't gone to an obgyn in more than 30 years.
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Default Dec 12, 2020 at 02:44 PM
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I have a horrible cough. It doesn't let me sleep and probably my roommates too. I wish it would go away.

I guess I will have my 16.9 oz Coke, and then I can have sugar free drinks in the bottle.
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Or I could make a 25oz koolaid with sugar. That would conserve my bottle of Coke. All I have to do is open a new jar of grape koolaid. Roll Call 177
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Default Dec 12, 2020 at 03:15 PM
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I could go for a Big Mac right about now, with fries and a Coke.

Or tacos, those would be good too

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Default Dec 12, 2020 at 03:33 PM
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Since you're all on antipsychotics and like dopaminergic hits,

I was gonna treat myself with phenibut-stimulant tomorrow after I get a good sleep tonight and be productive etc, I took them today. So they just have to kick in.

I've been feeling really unmotivated today even. I went to bed early to avoid life and I couldn't sleep because of possible phenibut withdrawal... So I took 3x 1/2 zopiclone, 2x 1/2 clonazepam and one alprazolam. I can't keep doing this.

I wish there was something prescribed that my psychiatrist or doctor could prescribe for me long term (2-5 years) to increase focus and mood.

That's why I might try microdosing psychedelic. It has negative side effects though such as depersonalization, worsening of OCD and anxiety, uncomfortable physical irritability etc..

So I'm gonna talk about all of this stuff when I see my psychiatrist on the 21st. He's a really good psychiatrist - Best I've ever met. He's the one that prescribed olanzepine which killed my DP/DP HPPD dissociative psychedelic flashback panic attacks...

For now I'm gonna write 2-4 things to do today with breaks and attempt to complete - Now that I'm in a better mood.
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Or tacos, those would be good too


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