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Default Feb 01, 2017 at 02:08 AM
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I believe I am cured of schizophrenia..

I believe many things.

I believe psychosis is thought induced high energy. Or high energy induced thought. There's absolutely no way of going around it. And that's why there is no such thing as infinite. Which is God. God created existence. God is real and is not real. That's why there is an infinite.

I created, everything.

That's why, if someone takes PCP, they go psychotic or can even on antipsychotics which stop psychosis (Or partially), people still get psychosis.

I can put sentences together again. But those sentences weren't disorganized in the first place. It was just based on someones opinion. That's why I never had schizophrenia in the first place, and I did. That's why it's called disorganized and paranoid. There is NO such thing as individual schizophrenia. There is only one. Or many..

I also am a functioning schizophrenic. I've had mania about 100-150 times but always knocked myself out with Risperidone. What's why mania is euphoria and not euphoric sometimes. Euphoric as hell without drugs and I should have noticed.

I understand the paradox.

The reason music sounds so good to people and bad to others while others like the music the other hates or likes, it's based on environment.
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Default Feb 28, 2019 at 10:34 PM
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That was 2 years ago.

That was just the analysing of it. Which is real. I believe it's about stability. Now I know what stability is. It's without all those things. I'm much better than I was. Stable taking the injection. No paranoia, positive symptoms. Still a bit of negative symptoms which are better. I never thought that the negative symptoms could possibly get better but they did.
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Default Feb 28, 2019 at 10:35 PM
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I regret posting this but I made up for it with stability. That is my actual success story.
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Default Sep 14, 2019 at 11:53 PM
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I'm doing really well with my self improvement. I've been organizing my bookmarks and notes and wow I've been up to some shyt!

Now I just need to push myself a little harder because I've built tolerance to striving the way I am doing right now.

I'm gonna take a break, walk to the gas station (Listen to a podcast) and buy a coke. Then I'll probably go to sleep because I want to wake up early.

I'm really impressed with myself on the progress that I'm making. I may however be prone to having psychosis and anxiety with the stress but not depression anymore. I believe the self medicating helped with the support of my treatment team (My psychiatrist was saying how in tune I am with my mental illness and how I know what works for me and what doesn't).

In a few years I'll be basically completely healed as long as I keep taking my medication.
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