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Jun 08, 2017 at 11:51 PM
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Trichotillomania very bad tonight. Scary. I couldn't stop at all. I tried, but I couldn't. My whole body hurts.
To be honest the only thing keeping me from cutting is that I'm holding out until tomorrow after work so I have the weekend to recover. Guilty because I was in the shower for over an hour destroying my body and my roommate likes to go to bed early and now she can't because she just got in and the water is probably cold. Last edited by Anonymous50909; Jun 09, 2017 at 02:17 AM.. |
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Jun 09, 2017 at 12:10 AM
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Is it possible to pass out from this? Im trying to go put my gloves on but I feel lightheaded.
edit: sorry, I should write zero days here otherwise I am just rambling on the wrong thread... Last edited by Anonymous50909; Jun 09, 2017 at 03:45 AM.. |
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Jun 09, 2017 at 05:12 PM
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Day 96...
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Jun 09, 2017 at 07:45 PM
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2 days. Things seem to be looking up a bit, so I might be ok for a while. But there are little things that keep pushing through and start to bring me down.
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Jun 09, 2017 at 07:58 PM
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It's been a while, possibly a week? Does anyone else find that when things are really bad they actually self harm less? I seem to get into states where I feel so awful that it would be pointless self harming because it's not even going to touch it. So I don't have the energy for it. Does that make sense?
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Jun 10, 2017 at 09:26 AM
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__________________ ---- Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Self-Harm, ADHD-Inattentive, Dermatillomania
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Jun 10, 2017 at 10:24 AM
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Congratulations to all those above... Keep it up!
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Jun 10, 2017 at 12:22 PM
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97 Days...
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Jun 10, 2017 at 11:48 PM
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Nobody sees. Nobody cares. Why should I?
If I wake up early tomorrow, before my boyfriend, I'm cutting. I just don't care to try anymore. Nobody cares if I do or not anyway. |
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Jun 11, 2017 at 12:00 AM
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It sounds like your boyfriend cares.
People here care. Including me. 
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Jun 11, 2017 at 07:01 AM
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Jun 11, 2017 at 07:40 AM
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Jun 11, 2017 at 08:22 AM
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Jun 11, 2017 at 08:29 AM
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2 days/10 days
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Jun 11, 2017 at 08:31 AM
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Jun 11, 2017 at 10:50 AM
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Jun 11, 2017 at 11:04 AM
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I didn't do anything today.
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Jun 11, 2017 at 11:07 AM
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Hi... I am more than willing to talk with you if that helps. Just PM me and let's talk. I will be on most of the day but I am just checking in at the moment until church starts...
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Jun 11, 2017 at 03:42 PM
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Well done 4428247. Each hour of each day is a victory. Best wishes as you continue your path.
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Jun 11, 2017 at 03:47 PM
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(((((PsychNitrous))))) it is a hard battle. Your boyfriend probably knows more than he lets on. My hubbie notices "the evidence" but usually says nothing as he doesn't want to upset me.
It sounds like he cares (like my hubbie does) but I know that doesn't always change how you feel. Well done for not doing anything all day. Best wishes and hugs whatever you do next.
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