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Default Jun 11, 2017 at 05:54 PM
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(((((PsychNitrous))))) it is a hard battle. Your boyfriend probably knows more than he lets on. My hubbie notices "the evidence" but usually says nothing as he doesn't want to upset me.

It sounds like he cares (like my hubbie does) but I know that doesn't always change how you feel.
Well done for not doing anything all day.
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Thanjs. I guess it's hard for me to tell if he notices or not. He works in a kitchen and comes home often with cuts and burns and bruises, and I often ask about them. He's never asked about any of my cuts though, and I'm not sure if we've ever talked about the fact that I have a history of SH. Some days I want to ask if he knows, but I don't know how to say it.
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Guys, I felt normal today. I haven't felt normal in three years. Idk why im posting that here but people seem to really care, and it's just such an odd feeling

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Guys, I felt normal today. I haven't felt normal in three years. Idk why im posting that here but people seem to really care, and it's just such an odd feeling
That is great news. High Fives...

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3 days/10 days

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Remember 1 day at a time... You are off to a good start.

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Default Jun 12, 2017 at 09:37 PM
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about 2 weeks but I will be 0 again due to I need to pull an all nighter and SH keeps me energized
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about 2 weeks but I will be 0 again due to I need to pull an all nighter and SH keeps me energized
Speak positive and your chances of beating this will grow, Don't give in. Talk to me if you need to vent or distract.

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0. Up and down, up and down, all the damn time. I'd think I was actually bipolar if my up's ever went above "normal".
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Good Job... High Fives... You can do this...

Have you ever explained your name? Just curious?
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Good Job... High Fives... You can do this...

Have you ever explained your name? Just curious?
I've given some explanations, but not really fully, it's really personal

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I want to do something terrible. I just feel the need to ruin everything.
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Also going to the doc today to get an injury looked at cuz it's not looking good

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Default Jun 14, 2017 at 10:57 AM
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My roommate says she wants to get high to get through the days. I said I understand. But I couldn't say anything further. Every night and morning and afternoon I think about self harming. Just to feel better, or to stop everything. I need to be wounded. I am so done with life. If I don't find a new opportunity, what's the point?

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