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Bill3 Sep 13, 2017 03:38 PM

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:sadhug: What might an alternative be?

Anonymous50909 Sep 13, 2017 04:07 PM

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Originally Posted by Bill3 (Post 5815840)
:sadhug: What might an alternative be?

I'm not going home where the blades are. Also I'm trying to focus on homework. The urges are getting stronger and more frequent. Hopefully I can forget everything except for my readings.

Bill3 Sep 13, 2017 05:38 PM

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These are good steps. You are allowing time for the urges to pass.

Fizzyo Sep 14, 2017 03:41 PM

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Originally Posted by childofchaos831 (Post 5813786)
i got really really triggered this morning... SHed this afternoon. i tried to just keep going thru the day, but it seemed like after this morning, every little thing just kept building onto the morning stuff. not sure i can manage to go into the morning stuff yet. every time i try to type it out, here or to my T or to an irl friend or anything, i start to dissociate pretty bad. i dissociated something awful right after, but managed to handle it okay at the time... idk i hope i can sleep soon.

:sadhug::sadhug: ((((((((childofchaos)))))))) :sadhug::sadhug:

Fizzyo Sep 14, 2017 03:43 PM

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Originally Posted by Fuzzybear (Post 5812224)
I'm so freakin done wtf fuzzy :sob: :rain3:

:heart: :sadhug::sadhug: :rain3: ((((((((Fuzzybear)))))))) :rain3: :sadhug::sadhug: :heart:

4428247 Sep 15, 2017 01:07 AM

Re: It has been ___ days since I SIed -- Part V!
 
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Originally Posted by Bill3 (Post 5814833)
How long had it been 4428247? :sadhug:

4 days

I'm at 0 again, I picked too much to just be mindless

Anonymous55397 Sep 16, 2017 06:31 PM

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Looks like it has been 96 days. :)

4428247 Sep 17, 2017 12:03 AM

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At midnight tonight, 2

Anonymous50909 Sep 17, 2017 08:20 AM

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((((4428247))))







For me, tonight at 8, 3..........

Bill3 Sep 17, 2017 08:55 AM

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emptynightmare, it sounds like you had over a month without SH. Well done! ☺ You can create another long run! :hug:

childofchaos831 Sep 17, 2017 03:25 PM

Re: It has been ___ days since I SIed -- Part V!
 
5 days... today will hopefully make it six...

Fizzyo Sep 17, 2017 04:02 PM

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Good job childofchaos. Well done. :yourock:

childofchaos831 Sep 17, 2017 08:53 PM

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Tomorrow, the mother is going on a day trip to see her sister, with the other sister in tow. I get to have the house to myself for a bit. I think I'm gonna try to take a Jacuzzi bath while she's gone, if I feel up to it. Maybe it'll help the pain a bit...

Bill3 Sep 17, 2017 09:34 PM

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(((((childofchaos831)))))

4428247 Sep 17, 2017 10:21 PM

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I'm holding out in myself right now, it's difficult

Kiya Sep 18, 2017 01:02 AM

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I'm holding out thru the urges, too. I'm thinking, I have skills. I have skills... What Are My Skills???!
Breathe. I can do this. Count in breath 4, hold 4, out 4, hold 4, repeat.

Fuzzybear Sep 18, 2017 02:44 PM

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((((((((( :grouphug: )))))))))))

cogladaid Sep 19, 2017 03:00 PM

Re: It has been ___ days since I SIed -- Part V!
 
It was a year, then it was a month, then it was a week but now it's not... trying for better.

Fizzyo Sep 20, 2017 03:22 PM

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:heart: ((((((((4428247)))))))) (((((((( Kiya)))))))) :heart:

Every hour is a triumph. :grouphug:

Fizzyo Sep 20, 2017 03:23 PM

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Thank you Fuzzybear. :thanks:


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