It has been ___ days since I SIed -- Part V!

Bill3 · Sep 13, 2017 at 03:38 PM

What might an alternative be?

Sep 13, 2017 at 04:07 PM

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Originally Posted by Bill3

What might an alternative be?

I'm not going home where the blades are. Also I'm trying to focus on homework. The urges are getting stronger and more frequent. Hopefully I can forget everything except for my readings.

Bill3 · Sep 13, 2017 at 05:38 PM

These are good steps. You are allowing time for the urges to pass.

Fizzyo · Sep 14, 2017 at 03:41 PM

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Originally Posted by childofchaos831

i got really really triggered this morning... SHed this afternoon. i tried to just keep going thru the day, but it seemed like after this morning, every little thing just kept building onto the morning stuff. not sure i can manage to go into the morning stuff yet. every time i try to type it out, here or to my T or to an irl friend or anything, i start to dissociate pretty bad. i dissociated something awful right after, but managed to handle it okay at the time... idk i hope i can sleep soon.

((((((((childofchaos))))))))

Fizzyo · Sep 14, 2017 at 03:43 PM

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Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

I'm so freakin done wtf fuzzy

((((((((Fuzzybear))))))))

4428247 · Sep 15, 2017 at 01:07 AM

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Originally Posted by Bill3

How long had it been 4428247?

4 days

I'm at 0 again, I picked too much to just be mindless

Sep 16, 2017 at 06:31 PM

Looks like it has been 96 days.

4428247 · Sep 17, 2017 at 12:03 AM

At midnight tonight, 2

Sep 17, 2017 at 08:20 AM

((((4428247))))

For me, tonight at 8, 3..........

Bill3 · Sep 17, 2017 at 08:55 AM

emptynightmare, it sounds like you had over a month without SH. Well done! ☺ You can create another long run!

childofchaos831 · Sep 17, 2017 at 03:25 PM

5 days... today will hopefully make it six...

Fizzyo · Sep 17, 2017 at 04:02 PM

Good job childofchaos. Well done.

childofchaos831 · Sep 17, 2017 at 08:53 PM

Tomorrow, the mother is going on a day trip to see her sister, with the other sister in tow. I get to have the house to myself for a bit. I think I'm gonna try to take a Jacuzzi bath while she's gone, if I feel up to it. Maybe it'll help the pain a bit...

Bill3 · Sep 17, 2017 at 09:34 PM

(((((childofchaos831)))))

4428247 · Sep 17, 2017 at 10:21 PM

I'm holding out in myself right now, it's difficult

Kiya · Sep 18, 2017 at 01:02 AM

I'm holding out thru the urges, too. I'm thinking, I have skills. I have skills... What Are My Skills???!
Breathe. I can do this. Count in breath 4, hold 4, out 4, hold 4, repeat.

Fuzzybear · Sep 18, 2017 at 02:44 PM

(((((((((

)))))))))))

cogladaid · Sep 19, 2017 at 03:00 PM

It was a year, then it was a month, then it was a week but now it's not... trying for better.

Fizzyo · Sep 20, 2017 at 03:22 PM

((((((((4428247)))))))) (((((((( Kiya))))))))

Every hour is a triumph.

Fizzyo · Sep 20, 2017 at 03:23 PM

Thank you Fuzzybear.

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Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,924 15 24.1k hugs given	Sep 13, 2017 at 03:38 PM #801 What might an alternative be?

Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,924 15 24.1k hugs given	Sep 13, 2017 at 05:38 PM #803 These are good steps. You are allowing time for the urges to pass.

Anonymous55397 Guest Posts: n/a	Sep 16, 2017 at 06:31 PM #807 Looks like it has been 96 days.

4428247 Member Member Since May 2017 Location: Fort Dix Posts: 274 6 59 hugs given	Sep 17, 2017 at 12:03 AM #808 At midnight tonight, 2 __________________ ---- I am not throwing away my shot Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Self-Harm, ADHD-Inattentive, Dermatillomania

Anonymous50909 Guest Posts: n/a	Sep 17, 2017 at 08:20 AM #809 ((((4428247)))) For me, tonight at 8, 3..........

Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,924 15 24.1k hugs given	Sep 17, 2017 at 08:55 AM #810 emptynightmare, it sounds like you had over a month without SH. Well done! ☺ You can create another long run!

childofchaos831 Elder Member Since Nov 2016 Location: Texas Posts: 5,037 7 15 hugs given	Sep 17, 2017 at 03:25 PM #811 5 days... today will hopefully make it six... __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain

Fizzyo Grand Magnate Member Since Jan 2015 Location: UK Posts: 3,282 9 3,980 hugs given	Sep 17, 2017 at 04:02 PM #812 Good job childofchaos. Well done. __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary.

Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,924 15 24.1k hugs given	Sep 17, 2017 at 09:34 PM #814 (((((childofchaos831)))))

4428247 Member Member Since May 2017 Location: Fort Dix Posts: 274 6 59 hugs given	Sep 17, 2017 at 10:21 PM #815 I'm holding out in myself right now, it's difficult __________________ ---- I am not throwing away my shot Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Self-Harm, ADHD-Inattentive, Dermatillomania

Kiya Legendary Member Since Oct 2007 Location: Out of my mind...back in 5 min. Posts: 10,370 16 3,956 hugs given	Sep 18, 2017 at 01:02 AM #816 I'm holding out thru the urges, too. I'm thinking, I have skills. I have skills... What Are My Skills???! Breathe. I can do this. Count in breath 4, hold 4, out 4, hold 4, repeat. __________________ Credits: ChildlikeEmpress and Pseudonym for this lovely image. alt="Universal Life Church \| ULC" border="0">

Fuzzybear Wisest Elder Ever Member Since Nov 2002 Location: Cave. Posts: 96,325 (SuperPoster!) 21 81.2k hugs given	Sep 18, 2017 at 02:44 PM #817 ((((((((( ))))))))))) __________________

cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,565 8	Sep 19, 2017 at 03:00 PM #818 It was a year, then it was a month, then it was a week but now it's not... trying for better.

Fizzyo Grand Magnate Member Since Jan 2015 Location: UK Posts: 3,282 9 3,980 hugs given	Sep 20, 2017 at 03:22 PM #819 ((((((((4428247)))))))) (((((((( Kiya)))))))) Every hour is a triumph. __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary.

Fizzyo Grand Magnate Member Since Jan 2015 Location: UK Posts: 3,282 9 3,980 hugs given	Sep 20, 2017 at 03:23 PM #820 Thank you Fuzzybear. __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary.