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Elder
Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
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Sep 20, 2017 at 03:32 PM
#821
8 days... the recent ones are almost healed all the way now, and the urges are picking up intensity again... working on taking care of me. I've got surgery for my back coming up in a 2 weeks from tomorrow, and I really, really want to not have anything healing at the time. That's my motivation right now.
__________________  Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Legendary
Member Since Mar 2009
Location: USA
Posts: 10,924
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Sep 20, 2017 at 05:12 PM
#822
Good job childofchaos831! ☺
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Sep 20, 2017 at 05:49 PM
#823
100 days, woop woop!
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Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2016
Location: At Home
Posts: 1,398
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Sep 20, 2017 at 11:07 PM
#824
Tomorrow will be 2 weeks, but I'll be breaking that run. I've already planned out what and how. I don't think I can talk myself out of it either. I would've done it today, but I couldn't. So far there's nothing to stop me tomorrow.
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Elder
Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
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Sep 20, 2017 at 11:19 PM
#825
Have you thought about why you are so sure about doing something tomorrow, psychnitrous? I guess I'm asking why you are so set on doing it... and what feelings may be causing you to want to do it in the first place...
If there's nothing to stop you so far, can you plan something that will get in the way? Like, if you have a 2 hr window where it is possible, plan to go to the movies at that time... __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2016
Location: At Home
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Sep 21, 2017 at 05:43 AM
#826
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I'm not sure if there's anything I can put in my way today. I plan on going back to sleep now for a few hours but eventually I have to get up and will have some time before work. Yesterday I had time, but couldn't do it because my boyfriend stayed home from work, but he just left so now I'm alone until I go to work myself. EDIT/UPDATE: Well, I won't be doing it today. My boyfriend just came home early, while I was still in bed. So there's something in the way now. Last edited by PsychNitrous; Sep 21, 2017 at 08:13 AM.. |
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Member Since Jan 2014
Location: Reading, UK
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Sep 22, 2017 at 08:51 PM
#827
14 and a half months. Before this recent clean run I'd managed 18 months but these recent months have been incredibly stressful what with family bereavement and drama with friends that coincided with it. Yet I've managed to resist. Much lesser stuff used to make me relapse before. I think I'm finally making progress
__________________ "True friends stab you in the front" - Oscar Wilde "The life of this world is only the enjoyment of deception" - Quran 3:185 Reading FC til I die. <3 |
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Elder
Member Since Jul 2015
Location: Nowhere
Posts: 5,565
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Sep 22, 2017 at 10:30 PM
#828
Three days!
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Member Since Mar 2009
Location: USA
Posts: 10,924
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Sep 23, 2017 at 07:06 AM
#829
Good job cogladaid!
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Member Since May 2017
Location: Fort Dix
Posts: 274
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Sep 24, 2017 at 10:26 PM
#830
Just broke my streak again today, Im really trying to work on regulating my emotions
__________________ ---- Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Self-Harm, ADHD-Inattentive, Dermatillomania
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jan 2015
Location: UK
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Sep 25, 2017 at 03:42 PM
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Best of luck and wishing you strength and encouragement as you work on all this. 
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Grand Magnate
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Sep 25, 2017 at 03:47 PM
#832
Well done childofchaos. That's a great goal to have to be good for your surgery.
Wishing you all the best, (luck, strength, determination and kindliness towards yourself) that you need to help you get there.
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Member Since Feb 2017
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Sep 25, 2017 at 07:24 PM
#833
zero..
__________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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Location: USA
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Sep 25, 2017 at 08:51 PM
#834
It sounds like the loss of hope is giving you a great deal of pain right now.
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Elder
Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
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Sep 26, 2017 at 12:07 AM
#835
As of 6 minutes ago, 2 weeks!
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Sep 26, 2017 at 06:10 AM
#836
☺ Hurrah childofchaos! ☺
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Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2016
Location: At Home
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Sep 27, 2017 at 09:52 AM
#837
I nearly added another week to my run, but I broke it today. Everything just keeps building on me and I don't know how to let it go.
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Grand Magnate
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Location: UK
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Sep 27, 2017 at 02:11 PM
#838
(((((((((PsychNitrous))))))))
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Sep 27, 2017 at 08:33 PM
#839
It sounds like a good run. You can start another one!
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Member Since Sep 2017
Location: Indonesia
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Sep 28, 2017 at 05:28 AM
#840
Been a day since last cut.. I did cut when i was in early 20.. Then i found something to distract me. Sadly i started again few months ago and have to fight this again..
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