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Legendary
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Nov 05, 2017 at 09:17 PM
#941
 Congratulations whisperingskye! 
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Nov 06, 2017 at 01:53 PM
#942
Friday will be my one year mark. We (me, parents, sister) are going to celebrate with brownies - my sister is baking.
 I recently brought my mother into my confidence about what happens when I self harm and stuff (before she only superficially knew it happened sometimes, but not the why and what a struggle it was and still is and can be) and she's been really supportive about it. So now we can commemmorate it. |
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Legendary
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Location: USA
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Nov 06, 2017 at 01:55 PM
#943
(((((Breadfish)))))
Well done! |
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Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Roselle
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Nov 06, 2017 at 02:00 PM
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lost count. all those bottled up feelings of anger and regret, those pent up tears that i held onto for so long are just bursting. i got hit with a metaphorical silver bullet and now i’m burning, crawling trying to get up. if i start up again, this time it wont i wont stop. well this will be my last post. good luck to everyone else. i do hope you all make it one day.
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Legendary
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Location: USA
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Nov 06, 2017 at 04:24 PM
#945
spiritpanda, please be safe. Please get help if you are in danger.
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Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2016
Location: At Home
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Nov 06, 2017 at 04:48 PM
#946
I can't remember how long it's been, but I'm fighting the urges today. I did something really stupid and feel the need to punish myself over it. Trying to at least make it to my therapy appointment tomorrow so I can talk to T about the urges.
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Legendary
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Location: USA
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Nov 06, 2017 at 07:47 PM
#947
Hang in there PsychNitrous!
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Legendary
Member Since Oct 2007
Location: Out of my mind...back in 5 min.
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Nov 06, 2017 at 09:26 PM
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2 days.......
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Poohbah
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Nov 06, 2017 at 11:01 PM
#949
So, turns out I had my facts wrong, and stupid thing wasn't as stupid as I thought it was. Still didn't SH, but I don't like the reasons I can cite for not doing it. Not sure they're really useful for the future.
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Legendary
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Nov 07, 2017 at 05:32 PM
#950
I'm glad that you didn't SH.
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Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2016
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Nov 08, 2017 at 04:41 PM
#951
I feel proud of myself for making it through everything on Monday without SH'ing. I didn't like the reasons I had for not doing it at first, but after talking to T yesterday I feel better, and she validated my reasons. I think I've made it through this time.
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Legendary
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Nov 08, 2017 at 09:21 PM
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Congratulations PsychNitrous!
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Nov 08, 2017 at 09:21 PM
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Congratulations PsychNitrous!
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Nov 08, 2017 at 11:47 PM
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I wonder if the shame over not getting my work done is more about the specific ways I waste my time rather than the fact that the work is not done.
Trichotillomania is a shameful waste of time. "Oh sorry professor I was up till dawn pulling my hair out "If I did not self harm, I wonder how I would pass the time, and if it would be equally as wasteful. Last edited by Anonymous50909; Nov 09, 2017 at 01:18 AM.. |
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Nov 10, 2017 at 01:10 AM
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1 year.
Not much too celebrate. Grandmother died about 5 hrs ago. |
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Nov 10, 2017 at 07:41 AM
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(((((Breadfish)))))
I’m so sorry for your loss. (((((Breadfish))))) |
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Elder
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Location: Texas
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Nov 11, 2017 at 01:06 PM
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Omg breadfish... I am sending you and your family comforting and caring thoughts.
Even still, congrats on the milestone, I'm sure she was proud. You are a strong person, and you can do this. You can make it. When my granny died, I was devastated. I had been drinking, on a relapse, and found out in the morning before pouring a drink. I knew if I drank that day, it would not end well. I also knew she would not want that. (((((Breadfish))))) __________________  Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Poohbah
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Nov 14, 2017 at 11:04 PM
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Still abstaining, though I couldn't tell you how long it's been. I'm having thoughts though, mostly of picking. I tripped and fell on cement stairs last week and have scabs all over my knuckles. I want to pick at them, but I'm trying to focus on the reasons why I shouldn't.
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Legendary
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Nov 15, 2017 at 09:18 PM
#959
I'm sorry for your fall PsychNitrous.
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Nov 15, 2017 at 09:21 PM
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Over 5 months now, had some very strong urges today but I resisted. Sending hugs to anyone struggling.
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