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I'm struggling. I have good motivation not to give in (the specifics of which I rather keep to myself) but it remains difficult.

Edit: I'm on a long streak, though. Real SI I haven't done since November 10th and headbanging/hitting myself.. early January, I think.

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I'm happy for you keep it up.

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Hang on in there Breadfish, you can do it!
:grouphug:

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Go Breadfish! :hug:

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8, almost 9, days.

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Well done childofchaos831! ☺

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High Fives to Everyone...

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Good work Childofchaos:hug: :sadhug::hug:

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Just over a week, but I've been fighting so hard. I've felt terrible all week, and it's hard not to give in to the urges. I'm feeling really triggered tonight too.

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Coming up on two years. Too much crap going on right now. I'm at my boiling point. I'm holding a knife. Or I might just go to bed.

I have to decide what I really want out of all of this.

Seesaw

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Go to bed... Please!

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Almost a month...

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Yeah... Way to go...

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Great work emptynightmare! :)

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Been very reluctant to post here lately.

Back at 0. Seems to be comfort zone

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(((((whisperingskye)))))

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11 days now...

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Well done childofchaos831! ☺

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Thanks! It's been hard, but I'm trying to not have injuries when I'm in Vegas. I don't want to have to be careful what I wear and such. We are probably gonna swim at the hotel, and we're taking a day trip to the Grand Canyon. I also have 4 days sober, and I'm worried about being in Vegas with the drinking/drugs.

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Have a safe and sober trip! :)