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Default Feb 23, 2017 at 12:51 PM
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Zero. I can't figure out why I'm struggling so much when things in my life seem to be going so well.
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One day. Winter is nonexistent here. High is near 90F here today... back to the paranoia of people asking questions. Most people that I am comfortable with already know it is something I do... just don't want to have the conversation...

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And zero... ended up in the ER for sutures... trying to decide what to tell the mother... no way I can hide this for 10 days, since they told me to keep a bandage on it... any ideas?

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Default Feb 24, 2017 at 04:37 PM
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it has been 11 days

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Good job random emotion!
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PsychNitrous: How do you feel about things going well in your life?
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Default Feb 25, 2017 at 09:22 AM
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1 day. didn't feel much like it because I had to change the blade and didn't feel like finding the replacements
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PsychNitrous: How do you feel about things going well in your life?
I'm excited about it. I just was offered a new job that is going to be a lot less stressful, and the hours are way better. I can't wait to start. But I still feel depressed and want to SH.
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18 days...

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Congratulations PsychNitrous! ☺

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Well done slowly!

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Real SI about 3,5 months. Headbanging and hitting myself about 1,5 month.
 
 
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Congratulations Breadfish! ☺

That is such good news!

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3 days so far

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Default Feb 28, 2017 at 11:12 AM
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5 days today. Last week my pdoc put me on lamictal saying that it would reduce my urges to SI. It seems to actually be working. I still have thoughts now and then, but I haven't had any urges strong enough to act on.
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Default Feb 28, 2017 at 01:20 PM
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4 days. Also, showered for the first time last night since I si'ed last.

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Good job PsychNitrous. I hope it continues to help you.

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4 days. Also, showered for the first time last night since I si'ed last.
Well done childofchaos and well done! That's a great start and a good landmark. Wishing you strength and encouragement for future efforts.

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