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Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2016
Location: At Home
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#781
It's been a week now. I've been keeping too busy to SI by actually dealing with my problems. That eats up a lot of time when it means calling government agencies and being on hold forever. I've been picking a lot lately though, I should probably get that under control.
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4428247, Bill3, Fizzyo
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Member
Member Since May 2017
Location: Fort Dix
Posts: 274
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#782
1 now? It was super minor and I'm disappointed in myself, I had a horrible mood swing and broke my safety pencil sharpener...
__________________ ---- Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Self-Harm, ADHD-Inattentive, Dermatillomania
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Bill3, Fizzyo
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Legendary
Member Since Mar 2009
Location: USA
Posts: 10,924
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#783
(((((4428247)))))
Well done for that stretch of no SI! You can start a good new run. |
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#784
1 month. Ideation increasing. Pretty/triggering pictures in my mind.
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Bill3
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Member Since Mar 2009
Location: USA
Posts: 10,924
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#785
Good job emptynightmare! ☺ Hang in there! What helps you stay away from SI?
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jan 2015
Location: UK
Posts: 3,282
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#786
Good job PsychNitrous!
I hope you can continue to stay as safe as possible. __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary. |
Angelique67, PsychNitrous
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Location: USA
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#788
Wonderful news Breadfish!! ☺ Congratulations!!
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jan 2015
Location: UK
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#789
Here's a hug for anyone who needs one. Take your pick.
🙆 🙆 Wishing strength to all of us who are trying to stay safe and understanding for those of us who find it too hard. __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary. |
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#790
Not since April, thankfully. Unfortunately, I have been left with some nasty purple scars that won't seem to fade. Really upsetting.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jan 2015
Location: UK
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#791
Congratulations Murderface. Don't despair, those scars will fade. I haven't burned myself for a year. Only one of my deepest scars is still a little bit purple and is clearly fading.
Till then, you may want to think about using one of the long lasting cosmetic concealer they can last a few hours on an arm, or look into skin camouflage https://www.changingfaces.org.uk they do help people who self harmed as well and helped me. __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary. |
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#792
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Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
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#793
I'm so freakin done wtf fuzzy
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Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
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#794
i got really really triggered this morning... SHed this afternoon. i tried to just keep going thru the day, but it seemed like after this morning, every little thing just kept building onto the morning stuff. not sure i can manage to go into the morning stuff yet. every time i try to type it out, here or to my T or to an irl friend or anything, i start to dissociate pretty bad. i dissociated something awful right after, but managed to handle it okay at the time... idk i hope i can sleep soon.
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
Bill3, Fizzyo
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#795
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#796
67 days. Quite pleased though I do miss SH.
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Bill3
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#797
Congratulations QuietMind! ☺
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Member Since May 2017
Location: Fort Dix
Posts: 274
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#798
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__________________ ---- Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Self-Harm, ADHD-Inattentive, Dermatillomania
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Anonymous50909, Bill3
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#799
How long had it been 4428247?
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#800
I want to cut so bad. One month 4 days. There doesn't seem to be an alternative this time.
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