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#81
That is good news indeed PsychNitrous! I hope that the good results so far will continue!
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AmandaBroken, PsychNitrous
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#82
I had to reset the counter today. Most of the time I can point out in a general way why I SH but I don't really know why I did it today. I just did and that is all I can say.
__________________ "If I'm going to have a past, I prefer it to be multiple choice." ~ Joker ~ "You are only as stupid as you let yourself be." ~ Anon ~ |
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#83
How long had it been since the previous SH, bornunderabadsign?
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AmandaBroken
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AmandaBroken
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#84
It has been 28 days I think but it may be 30. I can read a clock and I know how to use a calendar but time is a weird thing for me. I have trouble keeping up with it.
__________________ "If I'm going to have a past, I prefer it to be multiple choice." ~ Joker ~ "You are only as stupid as you let yourself be." ~ Anon ~ |
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#85
That was a fine long run and no one can take it away from you! ☺ You can start another long run.
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AmandaBroken, bornunderabadsign, childofchaos831
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#86
0 days. After a year or more of not.... Now I want to do it more because of the amazing release
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#87
Blue_Bird you had an truly excellent run and no one can take it away from you!
During that time, what helped you stay away from SI? You can start another long run! |
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Location: Texas
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#88
Six days now! A little nervous... going to the dermatologist for a skin check (where they look all over to see what all there is). I've got a few things going on, but two specifically... one is under a scar, this little ball thing... the other is a raised scar, but I need to remove the bandage from the recent si for him to look at that... I don't normally mind people seeing my scars, but actually talking about them is different...
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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#89
(((((( Childofchaos))))))
I know it's not easy for you, but the dermatologist will have seen similar before, so won't be shocked (and I hope won't judge you) It's a brave thing you're doing so I hope you can find a way to be kind and understanding toward yourself. Good luck and caring hugs __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary. |
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#90
93 days
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Separated, I fall from the sky |
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#91
Didn't get to the little ball thing, cuz we got to the raised one first, and it took a little longer since it was next to the recent one. He did say that over time, the raised one will flatten out on its own. He said what it's called, but I can't remember the name.
Felling really triggered righ T now though... really really want to si right now... __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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#92
Haven't SH since Tuesday 28th. Yay me...
__________________ "If I'm going to have a past, I prefer it to be multiple choice." ~ Joker ~ "You are only as stupid as you let yourself be." ~ Anon ~ |
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#93
Zero....
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#94
****, I relapsed. I'd think I was rapid-cycling bipolar if my mood ever rose above . . . normal, I guess. But it isn't. I feel ok, then my mood plummets, then it's back up again. Within hours. Minutes sometimes. I feel so unstable.
Although it's weird that I actually think of this as a relapse and not just, "damn, I did it again". |
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#95
Wow that's a good run so far. Best wishes for your ongoing efforts.
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#96
I managed a few weeks. Last night was not a good night. I am ashamed and weak.
__________________ "And right here is where we store our sanity. As you can see, it's currently missing" |
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#97
Will this cycle never end... Day 0.
__________________ "If I'm going to have a past, I prefer it to be multiple choice." ~ Joker ~ "You are only as stupid as you let yourself be." ~ Anon ~ |
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#98
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A relapse is always understandable, I hope you can find a way to be understanding and kind to yourself, you probably need it more than ever now __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary. |
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#99
I really feel for you, (((((((bornunderabadsign)))))))
You slipped, just like many of us (and me too). Don't forget how much control each hour takes. All those days are a win...each one! Only you know how hard each hour was to stay "safe". Well done from me for each and every day. Best wishes as you get up again __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary. |
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#100
0....
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