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#141
(((PatternsInTheIvy)))
Please be gentle with yourself... one time of SI does not have to turn into a complete relapse... __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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#142
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Thank you again. __________________ "The most pure form of love is to love someone not expecting anything in return." ~MV Meds: 400mg lamotrigine, 27mg methylphenidate ER, 1 mg clonazepam PRN, .5mL testosterone cypionate weekly Last edited by PatternsInTheIvy; Mar 22, 2017 at 01:43 PM.. Reason: Emoji is stupid |
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#143
I agree, I majored in psych at University, but never finished. About to finish an Associates in social work... definitely makes it different...
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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#144
20 months SI free for me.
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#145
2 days... I am really really urgy right now... in physical pain, been arguing with mom all weekend, haven't seen my friends since Friday, wanting to get drunk and/or SI... starting to feel more su also... I am feeling overwhelmed and I need a break, I don't know what to do...
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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#146
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#147
Haven't posted much here lately as I'm not doing so good at trying to stop. I know that I need to quit, it's getting bad. I hope I can stop one day but for now a big fat zero.
__________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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#148
Last time was this evening... pretty much as soon as we got home... I rescheduled my T appt tomorrow for later in the week (will get exact day tomorrow, when she can look at her work computer) because I know I need to rest... I am so tired, and I think it's a depressed/fibro tired more than anything. Hoping to go to bed soon...
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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#149
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#150
It's been 4 days since I last hurt myself
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#151
Good job Miss Laura!
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#152
I broke a good run this morning, I don't even remember how long it's been since the last time. But I can feel that downward pull already, and I'm just so sick of going there.
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#153
((((((PsychNitrous))))))
__________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary. |
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#154
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#155
Just dropping by, always good to find you in here, Bill3.
So, it was a mother's day a short while ago? I didn't notice that. If you're a boy or a girl, it doesn't matter. How you got your life f-ed up, how dysfunctional your family is, these have nothing to do with what I'm going to post here. From my own experience, I have tried or I went through a little, sorta cathartic moments that made me realize what a mother/parenthood should've been in my life, I still hate her. Before you think along with me, *think/fill in "the best part about your parents" here*, I can't even do that right now even if I tried. You know, we sometimes hear that kids self-harm just to get attention. I don't believe in none of the bull crap. I won't hear of it even if you claim that is why you do it. I'm not saying this to change anyone's minds, logically speaking, the actual harming will cause cascade reaction in emotional harm in everyone involved, I'd ignore that though. "No, that's not what I'm doing....", JADE would work, justify, argue, defend and explain to your self to the best of your ability, you needn't to be perfect. It's perfectly understandable that you'd be able/unable to say NO, smart parents would know that that is part of the reason, that's something that should be understood without a single word/blame uttered from their ugly mouths/faces. Comments/replies, so not welcomed, especially if you have kids of your own or professional counselors. Bye. Last edited by Takeshi; Mar 29, 2017 at 03:48 PM.. Reason: guess my parents had been master extortionists, and then a con-tortionist was born to keep myself out of trouble. |
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#156
2 days...
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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#157
Good job and hang in there childofchaos831!
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#158
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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#159
(((((childofchaos831)))))
Have a good talk about it with t tomorrow. |
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#160
Good job everyone. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I offer everyone a gentle hug and a soft embrace. Be Safe!
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