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Default Feb 28, 2017 at 05:24 PM
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That is good news indeed PsychNitrous! I hope that the good results so far will continue!
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I had to reset the counter today. Most of the time I can point out in a general way why I SH but I don't really know why I did it today. I just did and that is all I can say.

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Default Feb 28, 2017 at 09:53 PM
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How long had it been since the previous SH, bornunderabadsign?
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It has been 28 days I think but it may be 30. I can read a clock and I know how to use a calendar but time is a weird thing for me. I have trouble keeping up with it.

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That was a fine long run and no one can take it away from you! ☺ You can start another long run.
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Default Mar 01, 2017 at 01:17 PM
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0 days. After a year or more of not.... Now I want to do it more because of the amazing release

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Blue_Bird you had an truly excellent run and no one can take it away from you!

During that time, what helped you stay away from SI?

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Six days now! A little nervous... going to the dermatologist for a skin check (where they look all over to see what all there is). I've got a few things going on, but two specifically... one is under a scar, this little ball thing... the other is a raised scar, but I need to remove the bandage from the recent si for him to look at that... I don't normally mind people seeing my scars, but actually talking about them is different...

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(((((( Childofchaos))))))
I know it's not easy for you, but the dermatologist will have seen similar before, so won't be shocked (and I hope won't judge you)
It's a brave thing you're doing so I hope you can find a way to be kind and understanding toward yourself.

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93 days
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Default Mar 02, 2017 at 05:46 PM
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Didn't get to the little ball thing, cuz we got to the raised one first, and it took a little longer since it was next to the recent one. He did say that over time, the raised one will flatten out on its own. He said what it's called, but I can't remember the name.

Felling really triggered righ T now though... really really want to si right now...

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Default Mar 02, 2017 at 09:08 PM
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Haven't SH since Tuesday 28th. Yay me...

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****, I relapsed. I'd think I was rapid-cycling bipolar if my mood ever rose above . . . normal, I guess. But it isn't. I feel ok, then my mood plummets, then it's back up again. Within hours. Minutes sometimes. I feel so unstable.

Although it's weird that I actually think of this as a relapse and not just, "damn, I did it again".
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Wow that's a good run so far. Best wishes for your ongoing efforts.

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I managed a few weeks. Last night was not a good night. I am ashamed and weak.

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Will this cycle never end... Day 0.

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I managed a few weeks. Last night was not a good night. I am ashamed and weak.
(((((((ACQPL)))))))) you did well for some weeks......well done for that.
A relapse is always understandable, I hope you can find a way to be understanding and kind to yourself, you probably need it more than ever now

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Will this cycle never end... Day 0.
I really feel for you, (((((((bornunderabadsign)))))))

You slipped, just like many of us (and me too). Don't forget how much control each hour takes. All those days are a win...each one! Only you know how hard each hour was to stay "safe". Well done from me for each and every day. Best wishes as you get up again

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