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Elder
Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
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__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2016
Location: At Home
Posts: 1,398
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#502
Today could have been one, but I found the last bandaid in the house.
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AmandaBroken
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Account Suspended
Member Since Mar 2017
Location: U.S.A.
Posts: 10,250
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#503
I am sorry you are struggling. Just don't give up. You can beat this. It isn't easy but it is possible.
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Location: U.S.A.
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#504
101 Days...
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Bill3
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Bill3
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: -
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#505
23 hours... don't quite think I'm going to make it to a day.
__________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: -
Posts: 1,526
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#507
It would seem it's impossible to beat without help. But that's ok. I accepted that a long time ago.
__________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: -
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#509
I don't like it but I'm not in a place where I could stop. I know it's wrong to accept but for now it's easier to do that than trying to stop and failing repeatedly.
__________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2016
Location: At Home
Posts: 1,398
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#511
I want to give up. I don't want to beat anything, life is beating me. It feels so hopeless.
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Elder
Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
Posts: 5,037
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#512
7 days... one whole week!
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Legendary
Member Since Mar 2009
Location: USA
Posts: 10,924
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#513
Terrific work childofchaos31! ☺
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Member
Member Since May 2017
Location: Fort Dix
Posts: 274
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#514
8/10 days I think? I've been traveling so I'm not sure how much the days count
__________________ ---- Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Self-Harm, ADHD-Inattentive, Dermatillomania
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Bill3
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Location: USA
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#515
Great work 4428247! ☺
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jan 2015
Location: UK
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#516
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I agree it's really hard to broach the subject. Hubbie and I have talked about it (started really with the support from a worker) and he wants to be supportive but really can't get his head around how anyone can want to self injure. He said "If she wants to hurt herself it's up to her" I'm not sure that was too helpful, but better than a kick in the teeth. He has tried helping by being someone I could be accountable to, but that didn't work at all, so I don't discuss it any more. My fault, not his. I feel for your situation. There's the elephant in the room everyone is avoiding mentioning, either to avoid hurting the other...saying the wrong thing...being rejected....take your pick! I'm not sure if this was any help, SI is tricky which ever way we look at it. The important thing for me is if they care for our welfare I guess. The first time I started to talk to him about SI I just talked about reasons and benefits "some people" feel. Then later pointed out why I "might" do it myself. I can't remember how it went from there, but he has at different times expressed sadness at injuries, or more recently referred to "the evidence" I guess it's a bit hard not to notice scars and dressings however unobservant he is (which is very unobservant). I'm lucky he's not a shouty person, but he was scared of hurting me if he raised the subject. Best of luck if you decide to raise the subject. If you don't, I guess if you love each other you'll find a way to work around it. I'm rambling now, so I'll just send warm hugs __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary. |
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Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2016
Location: At Home
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Grand Magnate
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Location: UK
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#518
Thanks PsychNitrous and well done for the last 2 days.
(((((((((PsychNitrous)))))))) __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary. |
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Junior Member
Member Since Jun 2017
Location: Colorado
Posts: 19
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#519
Less than 24 hours
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: -
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#520
0. But its not enough
__________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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