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Jun 18, 2017 at 07:29 PM
#521
One day....
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Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
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Jun 19, 2017 at 08:39 AM
#522
10 days... this feels weird, not really even obsessing over it...
__________________  Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Location: USA
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Jun 19, 2017 at 09:22 AM
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Congratulations childofchaos831!
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Member Since May 2017
Location: Fort Dix
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Jun 19, 2017 at 11:28 AM
#524
10/15 days, I need small goals to actually do it
__________________ ---- Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Self-Harm, ADHD-Inattentive, Dermatillomania
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Jun 19, 2017 at 02:12 PM
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..... Having some urges right now. Got a little triggered att the end of IOP this morning, and dissociated. Home now, and want to give in. Not sure if I'll make itg thru today. If mother gets b**chy, I don't know if I'll be able to stop myself. __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Jun 19, 2017 at 03:38 PM
#526
What can help if your mom gets b**tchy? Or even before she gets b**tchy?
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Location: Texas
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Jun 20, 2017 at 12:28 AM
#527
Nothing really. Nothing I do stops it, or lessens it. I feel like an intruder in her house, even tho I live there, because of the way she acts and talks to me. It really is the classic cycle of abuse. Calm, trigger, outburst, silent treatment, like nothing happened, repeat. I have gotten to the point where I got the criteria of battrered woman's syndrome, even though she has nedver physically hurt me. I really just can't take it anymore. I feel trapped, I can't afford to move. I'm trying to find something, anything... the only real option is get away and cut off contact atf this point. I don't think I will be able to truly get a handle on the mental illness until then.
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Jun 20, 2017 at 01:18 AM
#528
 What might you do to get away from her? |
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Jun 20, 2017 at 08:00 AM
#529
I'm looking into places right now. Contacting some. Working on applyiing for HUD housing (low income, sliding scale) but they usually have at least a 2 year waiting list.
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Jun 20, 2017 at 09:27 AM
#530
Those are good ideas!
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Jun 20, 2017 at 10:38 AM
#531
11/15 ...
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Jun 20, 2017 at 08:44 PM
#532
11 days... I'm afraid things might get a little harder soon. I've been bipolar cycling recently but I think it is a side effect of a med change, that the doctor is having me go back to my previouss dose because of other side effects.
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Jun 20, 2017 at 09:26 PM
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8 days for me.
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Jun 20, 2017 at 09:28 PM
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Good job scaredandconfused!
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Jun 21, 2017 at 03:50 AM
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7 months & 11 days.
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Jun 21, 2017 at 07:03 AM
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Congratulations Breadfish!
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Jun 22, 2017 at 03:54 PM
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Well done so far Childofchaos, best wishes with this change.
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Jun 22, 2017 at 05:56 PM
#539
Its been a week since the last time i have used a tool to self injure with but its been less than that for skin picking and scratching myself unsure if that counts as self injury because it not major but its still hurting myself in some way
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Jun 22, 2017 at 07:43 PM
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**** it just cut ...my husband is pissed
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