FAQ/Help |
Calendar |
Search |
Member
4428247
I'm not even trying anymore
Member Since: May 2017
Location: Fort Dix
Posts: 274
59 hugs
given |
#601
2 days now, I'm moving a 3 day drive from where I am now so I'm not expecting much self-control the next few weeks
__________________ ---- Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Self-Harm, ADHD-Inattentive, Dermatillomania
I am not throwing away my shot |
Grand Poohbah
whisperingskye
has no updates.
Member Since: Feb 2017
Location: -
Posts: 1,526
1,177 hugs
given |
#602
I've lost track. A week or so maybe? The urges are overwhelming right now, but I'm afraid if I start I won't be able to stop.
__________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
Bill3
|
Bill3
|
Legendary
Bill3
has no updates.
Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: USA
Posts: 10,923
24.1k hugs
given |
#603
How much does a change of scene or activity help when the urges are so strong? What else might help in this moment?
(((((whisperingskye))))) |
whisperingskye
|
Human
seesaw
grieving
Member Since: Apr 2014
Location: Home
Posts: 8,341
(SuperPoster!)
1,262 hugs
given |
#604
Changing scenery, like getting up and going somewhere else, really helps me.
__________________ What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
Bill3, whisperingskye
|
Grand Poohbah
whisperingskye
has no updates.
Member Since: Feb 2017
Location: -
Posts: 1,526
1,177 hugs
given |
#605
Unfortunately I am very restricted in what I can and can't do right now. I'm waiting for a bed so I can go into hospital and I'm not allowed to leave the house until that happens.
I have been doing my best at trying to distract myself, changing activity, it just feels like it's only a matter of time until these stop being enough. For now though the urge has reduced a bit so I guess it's a start. __________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
Bill3
|
Bill3
|
Elder
childofchaos831
has no updates.
Member Since: Nov 2016
Location: Texas
Posts: 5,037
15 hugs
given |
#606
Today will hopefully be day 1. It is 1:30 am now, andd I'm about to go to bed. Another ER trip. It's been a rough coiuple of weeks and the last few days seem to have exponentially grown in the s**t department.
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
4428247, Bill3
|
Legendary
Bill3
has no updates.
Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: USA
Posts: 10,923
24.1k hugs
given |
#607
|
childofchaos831
|
Grand Member
Aardwolf
has no updates.
Member Since: Feb 2010
Location: Somewhere
Posts: 818
260 hugs
given |
#609
About 12 hours.. Better than 11 I guess..
__________________ "And right here is where we store our sanity. As you can see, it's currently missing" |
Member
4428247
I'm not even trying anymore
Member Since: May 2017
Location: Fort Dix
Posts: 274
59 hugs
given |
#610
I think 2 days?
__________________ ---- Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Self-Harm, ADHD-Inattentive, Dermatillomania
I am not throwing away my shot |
Poohbah
PsychNitrous
has no updates.
Member Since: Feb 2016
Location: At Home
Posts: 1,398
106 hugs
given |
#611
Almost made it to 30 days, but I'm back to 0 today. I've been so stressed out lately, and my anxiety feels out of control. I feel like people are attacking me when they ask things, which are probably meant innocently. But it doesn't sound innocent when I hear them. I just needed something to pull me back together and snap me out of this messy way I feel.
|
Anonymous55397, Bill3, Fizzyo
|
Bill3, seesaw
|
Legendary
Bill3
has no updates.
Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: USA
Posts: 10,923
24.1k hugs
given |
#612
That is a good long run PsychNitrous! ☺
|
PsychNitrous
|
Human
seesaw
grieving
Member Since: Apr 2014
Location: Home
Posts: 8,341
(SuperPoster!)
1,262 hugs
given |
#613
Quote:
__________________ What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
|
PsychNitrous
|
Guest
Anonymous55397
has no updates.
Edit
Posts: n/a
|
#614
Quote:
|
|
PsychNitrous
|
Human
seesaw
grieving
Member Since: Apr 2014
Location: Home
Posts: 8,341
(SuperPoster!)
1,262 hugs
given |
#616
__________________ What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
Bill3
|
Elder
childofchaos831
has no updates.
Member Since: Nov 2016
Location: Texas
Posts: 5,037
15 hugs
given |
#617
I hate this. I hate my life. I hate that I am weak. I don't see the ****ing point anymore.
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
4428247, Anonymous55397, Bill3, Fizzyo
|
Legendary
Bill3
has no updates.
Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: USA
Posts: 10,923
24.1k hugs
given |
#618
(((((childofchaos831))))) |
Grand Magnate
Fizzyo
has no updates.
Member Since: Jan 2015
Location: UK
Posts: 3,282
3,980 hugs
given |
#619
__________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary. |
Fuzzybear
|
childofchaos831
|
Wisest Elder Ever
Fuzzybear
has no updates.
Member Since: Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,298
(SuperPoster!)
81.2k hugs
given |
#620
__________________ |
Fizzyo
|
Fizzyo
|