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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jan 2015
Location: UK
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#901
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And well done for your good run. Hugs for all of us who keep trying. __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary. |
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childofchaos831
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Grand Magnate
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Location: UK
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#902
Well done spiritpanda I hope you stay as safe as you can. Every hour is a triumph.
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Grand Magnate
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Location: UK
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#903
((((((ACQPL))))))
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Aardwolf
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Grand Magnate
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#904
((((((((shatteredsanity))))))))
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Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Roselle
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#905
4 days. getting this strange urge to do it in the classroom. no one is here but still .-. guess i really do miss it though i no longer need to
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Bill3
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Grand Magnate
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#906
Hang on in there, you can do it. 4 days is a very good start.
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Grand Magnate
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#907
2 days so far
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Grand Magnate
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#909
I'm on 3 days too.
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#910
2. and I need to do it again. my mind is not in the right place.
If I ever stopped it would be so that I can swim with sharks regularly. Still researching if they are attracted to human blood. but still, suicide by shark? interesting. At the moment though, I see no other reason to stop. |
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Grand Magnate
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Location: UK
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#911
((((((((emptynightmare))))))))
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2017
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#912
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Tried to hold off, but just couldn't anymore __________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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Legendary
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Location: USA
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#913
How long was your run, whisperingskye?
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2017
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#914
I’m not sure. A few days maybe..
__________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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Bill3
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#915
You sound discouraged, whisperingskye.
(((((whisperingskye))))) Hang in there! |
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2017
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#916
I just wish I could stop
__________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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Bill3
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#917
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Elder
Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
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#918
It's been 6 weeks, today. My urges are really high right now. I went to the dermatologist today, for a spot on my nose. I was pretty sure he would want to biopsy it, but now that I've seen him and he actually did want to biopsy it, and did a shave biopsy in the same appt, my anxiety is thru the roof and I can't calm down. The bad part is I know, deep down, the SH will calm the anxiety, but I haven't gone this long without harming in a long, long time. I see my T tomorrow, and my pdoc on Monday. I just don't really want to fight the urges right now...
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jan 2015
Location: UK
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#919
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Sorry you're in such a horrible place. 6 weeks is such a long time, you did so well!!! I wish I could send some calm for your anxiety. (((((((childofchaos)))))))) You may have SI'd by now, I if not, good job! Whatever you do, I think you owe yourself congratulations on your good run. I hope you can stay as safe as possible. Ps, please please don't see this post as patronising, it is NOT meant to be, my heart goes out to you, I really feel for you. __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary. |
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Elder
Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
Posts: 5,037
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#920
I haven't so far... I'm debating texting my T. I've only eever texted for scheduling, even tho she has always said I can if I need to...
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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