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Everyone is so strong to keep fighting! You all are an inspiration and should be proud even if you are on day 0, because trying is what counts! Don't give up, you are worth it!
Too true, thanks for the reminder childofchaos.

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Well done spiritpanda I hope you stay as safe as you can. Every hour is a triumph.

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4 days. getting this strange urge to do it in the classroom. no one is here but still .-. guess i really do miss it though i no longer need to
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Hang on in there, you can do it. 4 days is a very good start.

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I'm on 3 days too.

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2. and I need to do it again. my mind is not in the right place.

If I ever stopped it would be so that I can swim with sharks regularly. Still researching if they are attracted to human blood. but still, suicide by shark? interesting.

At the moment though, I see no other reason to stop.
 
 
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Tried to hold off, but just couldn't anymore

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How long was your run, whisperingskye?
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I’m not sure. A few days maybe..

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You sound discouraged, whisperingskye.

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I just wish I could stop

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It's been 6 weeks, today. My urges are really high right now. I went to the dermatologist today, for a spot on my nose. I was pretty sure he would want to biopsy it, but now that I've seen him and he actually did want to biopsy it, and did a shave biopsy in the same appt, my anxiety is thru the roof and I can't calm down. The bad part is I know, deep down, the SH will calm the anxiety, but I haven't gone this long without harming in a long, long time. I see my T tomorrow, and my pdoc on Monday. I just don't really want to fight the urges right now...

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It's been 6 weeks, today. My urges are really high right now. I went to the dermatologist today, for a spot on my nose. I was pretty sure he would want to biopsy it, but now that I've seen him and he actually did want to biopsy it, and did a shave biopsy in the same appt, my anxiety is thru the roof and I can't calm down. The bad part is I know, deep down, the SH will calm the anxiety, but I haven't gone this long without harming in a long, long time. I see my T tomorrow, and my pdoc on Monday. I just don't really want to fight the urges right now...
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Sorry you're in such a horrible place.
6 weeks is such a long time, you did so well!!!

I wish I could send some calm for your anxiety. (((((((childofchaos))))))))

You may have SI'd by now, I if not, good job!
Whatever you do, I think you owe yourself congratulations on your good run.

I hope you can stay as safe as possible.


Ps, please please don't see this post as patronising, it is NOT meant to be, my heart goes out to you, I really feel for you.

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I haven't so far... I'm debating texting my T. I've only eever texted for scheduling, even tho she has always said I can if I need to...

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