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Default Jan 11, 2018 at 09:28 PM
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5 now... didn't last too much longer after that last post...

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Default Jan 11, 2018 at 09:50 PM
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Good job starting a new run!
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Default Jan 12, 2018 at 02:18 AM
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It's been hard these last few weeks, and especially intense the last week or so.
For my own wellbeing, it would be best if I were to move out (I still live with my parents) but I don't have the means to do so.

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Default Jan 12, 2018 at 03:50 AM
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7 days I've really really wanted to several times but I ended up being able not to

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Default Jan 12, 2018 at 08:47 PM
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0, struggling with this a lot, again

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Default Jan 20, 2018 at 04:00 AM
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I haven't been counting, but I guess it's been around 3 days. Also last time I posted in one of these was in Part 3.

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Default Jan 20, 2018 at 04:15 PM
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1 year and 10 days. But I was triggered the other day and I have found myself looking at pictures, I have that constant feeling like my skin is crawling, its consuming my thoughts so Im worried I might slip again.

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Default Jan 20, 2018 at 05:31 PM
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239 days.. i think, or there abouts

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Default Jan 21, 2018 at 07:36 AM
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Congratulations PointOfNoReturn! That is awesome!
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Default Jan 21, 2018 at 09:21 PM
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Made it to 15... now at zero...

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Default Jan 22, 2018 at 06:34 AM
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15 is a good number! Hang in there, you can start another good run!
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1 year and 10 days. But I was triggered the other day and I have found myself looking at pictures, I have that constant feeling like my skin is crawling, its consuming my thoughts so Im worried I might slip again.
Wow that is a long run! Congratulations.
I'm sorry it is so hard for you right now. I hope you can find a way to get through.
Whatever happens, I hope you can find a way to be kind to yourself. You deserve kindness.


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Default Jan 24, 2018 at 12:11 PM
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15 days is an achievement, only you know exactly how hard each day was. Good job childofchaos.

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Default Jan 24, 2018 at 03:16 PM
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Just over 2 weeks and counting. Not too bad, my arm is healing.

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Great job, Jester’s Rags! Congratulations!
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Default Jan 26, 2018 at 03:46 AM
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So I work in bakery. I always accidentally burn myself. This time after flinching and pulling away, I put my arm back on it. So less than 1 day. But I keep telling myself its an accident so it does not count. It counts. We lie best when we lie to ourselves.

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Default Jan 27, 2018 at 09:36 PM
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(Partial copy/paste from addictions forum)

Lately, it's been rough. I have been wanting to drink so bad lately. I keep trying to go to meetings, but I get there and can't handle being around people, so I leave.

Instead of drinking or using and losing my 7 mos sober, I've been self harming. I had been doing well with that until this past week. Tomorrow is the 15th anniversary of the death of the most important person in my life. I don't truly know how to express how much she meant to me. I don't think I ever really dealt with her death, in that 15 years. It's hitting me extremely hard this week.

I've been in the ER 4 times this past week to get fixed up. I've been getting more and more suicidal each day. I don't know how to tell people IRL any of this. I did manage to tell the doc and social worker at the ER today, but not the entire story.

I cannot handle going IP; it's worse in there for me than it is out here. I see my pdoc on Monday, I just have to make it thru tomorrow, the actual anniversary of her death.

Sorry if that went too far... it just all kinda came out... hitting post now before I change my mind...

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Default Jan 27, 2018 at 10:32 PM
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childofchaos831, I'm so sorry for your loss, it sounds completely heartbreaking for you. I'm so sorry.



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