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Elder
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#41
5 now... didn't last too much longer after that last post...
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#42
Good job starting a new run!
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#43
It's been hard these last few weeks, and especially intense the last week or so.
For my own wellbeing, it would be best if I were to move out (I still live with my parents) but I don't have the means to do so. Sigh. |
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#45
7 days I've really really wanted to several times but I ended up being able not to
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#46
0, struggling with this a lot, again
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#47
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#48
I haven't been counting, but I guess it's been around 3 days. Also last time I posted in one of these was in Part 3.
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Location: Wisconsin
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#49
1 year and 10 days. But I was triggered the other day and I have found myself looking at pictures, I have that constant feeling like my skin is crawling, its consuming my thoughts so Im worried I might slip again.
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#50
239 days.. i think, or there abouts
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#51
Congratulations PointOfNoReturn! That is awesome!
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Elder
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#52
Made it to 15... now at zero...
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#53
15 is a good number! Hang in there, you can start another good run!
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#55
((((((childofchaos)))))))
15 days is an achievement, only you know exactly how hard each day was. Good job childofchaos. __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary. |
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#56
Just over 2 weeks and counting. Not too bad, my arm is healing.
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#57
Great job, Jester’s Rags! Congratulations!
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#58
So I work in bakery. I always accidentally burn myself. This time after flinching and pulling away, I put my arm back on it. So less than 1 day. But I keep telling myself its an accident so it does not count. It counts. We lie best when we lie to ourselves.
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Elder
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#59
(Partial copy/paste from addictions forum)
Lately, it's been rough. I have been wanting to drink so bad lately. I keep trying to go to meetings, but I get there and can't handle being around people, so I leave. Instead of drinking or using and losing my 7 mos sober, I've been self harming. I had been doing well with that until this past week. Tomorrow is the 15th anniversary of the death of the most important person in my life. I don't truly know how to express how much she meant to me. I don't think I ever really dealt with her death, in that 15 years. It's hitting me extremely hard this week. I've been in the ER 4 times this past week to get fixed up. I've been getting more and more suicidal each day. I don't know how to tell people IRL any of this. I did manage to tell the doc and social worker at the ER today, but not the entire story. I cannot handle going IP; it's worse in there for me than it is out here. I see my pdoc on Monday, I just have to make it thru tomorrow, the actual anniversary of her death. Sorry if that went too far... it just all kinda came out... hitting post now before I change my mind... __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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#60
childofchaos831, I'm so sorry for your loss, it sounds completely heartbreaking for you. I'm so sorry.
((((((((((childofchaos831)))))))))) What can help you get through tomorrow? How can we help? |
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