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2 days. If I haven't broke down 2 days ago, it would have been a month since I've hurt myself XD It's okay.. I was just in my room, studying for a test, and I was so anxious about failing it, and it was the first "reflex" that came to mind to cope with the anxiety. I've almsot done it unconsciously. ^^"
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2 days, hoping to make it 3...
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I haven't self harmed in 52 days. It's been rough though throughout this time. My last SH marks have finally gone away.
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One week~
Today I had thoughts about violently cutting myself though, but I did not act on them, because I didn't have access to my blades I guess throwing away/locking up stuff you use to SI is helpful.
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For me it has been 3,5 years. Time flies. Scars don't. Every day I still regret that I did it. It's not as bad as I've seen on other people. Most of the scars are on locations that are standard covered by clothing. So no one knows, no one sees. Except for when I go swimming I guess. But that's not very often. And if someone asks (and no one ever does) I just say they are stretch marks.

I hope I never do it again. It's not something you can stop at once. I tried many times and at some point I succeeded (for 3,5 years, which for me is long).
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Iím right back at zero. Iíve turned to this to cope for half of my life now. Iím not sure why Iím still trying.
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6 days since I cut.
(Not really trying to completely quit the "minor" SH. Obviously it's not ideal, but right now it's not the priority.)
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Today is day 0. Little bit of head banging this morning. Gonna give this whole no self harm thing a go again. Got out of the psych ward (again) today. Nervous. Have an appt for an assessment to start DBT IOP again soon.
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