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May 24, 2018 at 02:02 PM
#181
2 days. If I haven't broke down 2 days ago, it would have been a month since I've hurt myself XD It's okay.. I was just in my room, studying for a test, and I was so anxious about failing it, and it was the first "reflex" that came to mind to cope with the anxiety. I've almsot done it unconsciously. ^^"
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May 25, 2018 at 09:26 PM
#182
2 days, hoping to make it 3...
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May 26, 2018 at 02:21 PM
#183
I haven't self harmed in 52 days. It's been rough though throughout this time. My last SH marks have finally gone away.
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May 28, 2018 at 10:44 AM
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May 30, 2018 at 12:16 PM
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One week~
Today I had thoughts about violently cutting myself though, but I did not act on them, because I didn't have access to my blades I guess throwing away/locking up stuff you use to SI is helpful.
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Jun 02, 2018 at 02:53 PM
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For me it has been 3,5 years. Time flies. Scars don't. Every day I still regret that I did it. It's not as bad as I've seen on other people. Most of the scars are on locations that are standard covered by clothing. So no one knows, no one sees. Except for when I go swimming I guess. But that's not very often. And if someone asks (and no one ever does) I just say they are stretch marks.
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Jun 03, 2018 at 02:32 PM
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One day
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Jun 03, 2018 at 07:35 PM
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I’m right back at zero. I’ve turned to this to cope for half of my life now. I’m not sure why I’m still trying.
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Jun 04, 2018 at 12:38 AM
#189
6 days since I cut.
(Not really trying to completely quit the "minor" SH. Obviously it's not ideal, but right now it's not the priority.) |
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Jun 05, 2018 at 07:59 PM
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Today is day 0. Little bit of head banging this morning. Gonna give this whole no self harm thing a go again. Got out of the psych ward (again) today. Nervous. Have an appt for an assessment to start DBT IOP again soon.
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Jun 07, 2018 at 03:43 PM
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I had to get stitches in my hand yesterday after an accidental injury which was actually all my fault. I stupidly left my blade on my bed after cutting and then leant on it without realising until it sliced me. The problem is I still really want to do it. I’m struggling with it quite a lot right now, I’ve just had enough.
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Jun 07, 2018 at 06:12 PM
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I'm really sorry to hear about your injury and visit to get stitches. 
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Jun 08, 2018 at 11:02 AM
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Day 2 of not hurting myself, idk if I can make it to day 3
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Jun 09, 2018 at 03:27 PM
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Jun 09, 2018 at 03:31 PM
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Jun 09, 2018 at 03:33 PM
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Back to day 1
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Jun 09, 2018 at 03:34 PM
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Jun 09, 2018 at 03:37 PM
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Jun 10, 2018 at 07:39 AM
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It's been at least a year!! I'm very proud of myself, it's hard to do friends. And I get urges to do it a lot but I get my mind off it by listening to music or watching funny videos instead.
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Jun 10, 2018 at 12:35 PM
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