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I still want to cut. Sometimes I feel so awful and in pain that I just- want to do something to stop it. And to punish myself for having it in the first place. I have a hard time crying- it doesnt come naturally to me anymore... and Ive found that thoughts of self harm have taken its place.
So. Sometimes I want to cut or just- hurt myself extremely. Wont go into more details because I dont want to trigger anyone... but its been years and years since Ive self harmed and it just makes me a little sad that I still think about it sometimes. I feel broken. I want to learn how to cry again instead of thinking about hurting myself. I want that to be my reaction again but... I dint know how |
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I don't know how to cry instead of cut either. I'm sorry. HUGS. But we are here, listening and caring.
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