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I fought the urge to self harm to relief my emotional pain.
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It's great you are fighting the urges @Buffy01. I'm in the same boat. I'm fighting urges. Hanging on by white-knuckling it really, but hanging on. I hope you can keep going with not SH-ing. You can do it! HUGS kit
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I'm still fighting for the past two days because of the inner anger i have in me.
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Hey Buddy01,
I hope you are feeling better since posting. Are you finding that you are better able to resist the urges now compared to when you first posted? Please be gentle to yourself. Thanks, HD7970ghz __________________ "stand for those who are forgotten - sacrifice for those who forget" "roller coasters not only go up and down - they also go in circles" "the point of therapy - is to get out of therapy" "don't put all your eggs - in one basket" "promote pleasure - prevent pain" "with change - comes loss" |
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Been fighting it too. The last two days especially. I hace not had a drink in the past 3 or 4 years and had 2 yesterday. Decided can't do that either just didn't do the same as SI would. Now all i want is atitivan or tramadol. I have DID and know it will pass just for now i am in this mood.
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Yes! I am feeling better since I last posted. I feel better finding other who are going through this as well who I can talk to about self harm.
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Sending huge hugs n much light to all...I used to, a long while ago now....it's been over a decade, since I last, well, y'know....I get it❤️
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I admitted to my T on Thursday that I have SI twice. I felt so bad. While I at times feel that I am coping okay, I continue to do things that I havent done in years. Grieving a childhood, and feeling so damn bored and lonely. I literally have no one. I don't count family, 2 kids can't be friends to me, and my T isnt obviously. They are it. And i hate it. That makes me want to go do something....but I am not
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It been a year since I had last self harm.
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I started thinking about self-harming again because I have been triggered by some family member and watching celebrities have the lifestyle, I wished that I had. But I managed to fight the urge.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Have you ever tried writing down your feelings as an alternative to self harm?
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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