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Old 11-11-2018, 09:13 AM #1
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Default There he goes... and it's restarted.

My new relationship has ended.

My addiction has restarted.

I feel depressed and suicidal.

Why do I have to deal with this? why can't I just end it?
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Default Re: There he goes... and it's restarted.

I started Fortify and it's been helpful to a point... I know a lot but at the same time the pull of this addiction is strong. I found myself after 4 days returning again. I haven't acted out physically with another but the thought process us there.

I'm trying to do the good things but it's tough. I just hope this helps someone.
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((((puzzclar)))) You can do it. I'm sorry you have to deal with this loss, it will take time to heal but remember that you're stronger than you think
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Default Re: There he goes... and it's restarted.

No matter what, depression sets in and then I start to use more, even when I try to quit. I need some support, someone to talk to. I guess I have to admit I can't do this alone, like I have tried to do. Between the break up and the sui thoughts, it's just too much. I have an appointment with my t next week. Will it be soon enough?? I turned to food today and then to porn. Nothing is helping and it's interfering with everything! I start my next semester on Thursday, yep that's right Thanksgiving. I'm freaking out!!!!
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