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Elder
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Nov 11, 2018 at 10:13 AM
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My new relationship has ended.
My addiction has restarted. I feel depressed and suicidal. Why do I have to deal with this? why can't I just end it? |
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Elder
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Nov 19, 2018 at 02:12 AM
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I started Fortify and it's been helpful to a point... I know a lot but at the same time the pull of this addiction is strong. I found myself after 4 days returning again. I haven't acted out physically with another but the thought process us there.
I'm trying to do the good things but it's tough. I just hope this helps someone. |
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Nov 19, 2018 at 09:16 AM
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((((puzzclar)))) You can do it. I'm sorry you have to deal with this loss, it will take time to heal
 but remember that you're stronger than you think 
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Elder
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Nov 19, 2018 at 08:35 PM
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No matter what, depression sets in and then I start to use more, even when I try to quit. I need some support, someone to talk to. I guess I have to admit I can't do this alone, like I have tried to do. Between the break up and the sui thoughts, it's just too much. I have an appointment with my t next week. Will it be soon enough?? I turned to food today and then to porn. Nothing is helping and it's interfering with everything! I start my next semester on Thursday, yep that's right Thanksgiving. I'm freaking out!!!!
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